Nicole. we came home on day 3 of being in the hospital, and boy was I glad to be in my own space once again. Nathan had been a freaking amazing dad since the second Lucas was born, he'd changed so many diapers and stayed awake rocking him. and I'd find him just holding him walking around with him. watching him with our baby made me fall even more in love with him. but his help to me, I don't really have words to say how thankful I am. I have never felt so needy that I did these last couple day. he helped me walk my first time, and helped me take it slow. he helped shower me and basically took care of me as a baby myself since I couldn't move great, he dressed me and got my food when I was starving and made sure I always had Gatorade next to me. my milk came in pretty fast and I was

