Nathan and Nicole. the night has been amazing so far now I just need to pull the rest off. I was able to keep my cool with Gabe, tonight is to big let him f**k it up for me. I keep reminding myself to be the man she believes me to be. but hearing all those things she said about us and our relationship when she didn't even know I was listening made me smile and I knew in my heart this was the right thing to do. he may think I'm disrespecting her but doing the things I do or the way I hold her but to me it's just my way of showing her that I want the world to know she's mine. as for the rest of what we do well that's really no one's business, we have fun together and that's all that matters to me. my heart begins to race as we pull into our driveway. I've held her hand the whole way, we

