Nathan. man I definitely wasn't ready for that alarm this morning. I did turn the first one off and held her a little longer. she pouted as I got out of bed and didn't make a move to move yet cuddled in with the cat. I made her coffee before I left and left a little more with it before kissing her goodbye. I am so ready to be off this next few days I just gotta make it through today. I'm gonna see if we can't get our things moved to the new house and settled some, I know we will need more things to fill it but it'll all come together I know it will. when I walked into the squad room Gabe was smirking at me again " rough night there Nate?" I look at him I mean really look at him I don't understand when it happened. maybe it was when he met her. maybe it is just the fact that he know

