Susan, though in pain, feels joy inexplicable as she gives her baby the first suck. After Susan had breastfed her baby, her baby sleeps off. Suddenly, the experience of what led to her delivery brings memories, both good and bad, and Susan decides to stay on the good, which brings her sweet relief that overwhelms every pain, as she does not even care about the pains she is feeling anymore. The contents that Lucy read from the writing pad Susan wrote things, reveal the state of Susan's mind. Lucy realizes that Susan is a great writer and poet because she can express her feelings through writing. Susan wrote something about "player", maybe because of the experience she had with Bob, was Lucy's thought. Lucy could not help but keep reading Susan's write up, " In the player, He play

