Susan tries burying the memory of how Bob took advantage of her vulnerability, but the more she tries, the more the thought keeps popping up like a never-dying seed that grows even without watering. Susan truly wishes she can forgive Bob, but Bob is making it an impossible task. Susan wants to forgive Bob because she has read many books about freeing yourself and one suggestion in the book, is to let go and forgive anyone who has offended you. Therefore, for Susan to have inner peace, she keeps trying to forgive Bob. Nevertheless, all that Bob wants is just Susan's body but doesn't want anything from her body to join them. Therefore, if it is not Susan, any other thing besides, hell no! Susan was looking for every way to relieve herself of the troubling thoughts, which made her baby feel

