Finn
Jacking off into a cup is not great and harder than I thought it would be. Monday, I got a call to schedule my surgery for the following Thursday, and we decided to bank my sperm this week so that way I wouldn’t have to think about rushing or nerves about doing it the same week as surgery plus give us time for Any testing that’s needed and make sure I have time to collect another sample if needed but they assured me they don’t think I’ll need to do this again, I mean I don’t want lots of kids so I’m praying whatever I give them today works.
I don’t watch porn and I haven’t been with anyone in almost a year the only person my mind brings up when I close my eyes is Teagan, her smile, her laugh, her red cheeks when she blushes after I say something inappropriate and she’s trying her hardest to not give into my attempts I wish I knew why but that’s not gonna stop me, she’s absolutely beautiful. And definitely hiding something, I’ve seen a few bruises she tried to hide on her back and sides it pisses me off to no end, not to mention the cut on her arm, I know these aren’t accidents
Teagan’s quiet but I can tell she’s holding her tongue wanting to say more, you can see the want in her eyes to be herself but she can’t or won’t or I don’t know what *****************************************************
“Please?” I hear her voice and turn to see her talking with the teller a few spots down from me I didn’t pay attention when I walked in and just walked to the lady available
“Just this once can’t you cash it? I’ll come back and open an account next week”
“I’m sorry we can't cash checks without an account or an ID” I hear the teller
I hand the lady my slip and she smiles at me entering the info
“Just a transfer” and I nod still watching Teagan
She places her check back in her pocket and walks out the door, the girl smiles as she hands me my receipt and is about to say something but I turn and walk off, sorry
Teagan is in front of Aiden’s truck on her phone as I walk up
“Do you need me to cash it?” I ask as she jumps and her phone falls, as I bend down to go for it she quickly does and says
“You are always around huh?” when getting up “ I got” The annoyance in her voice was thick, ouch
“Fate I guess,” I say trying again with a cute boy charm
“Finn, look you seem like a fun guy if we met under different circumstances I’d be all over your advances but right now I'm not interested and no you don’t need to know why, when, or even how we can change things. I’m not in town long so please get out of the way.” her attitude is different than the nice sweet quiet girl she's been playing at while at the bar, She goes to walk around me
“Hey I’m sorry, I was just trying to help” I change my voice so it’s not as playful and turn the charm off, she smiles and gets in the truck and pulls out, when I go to walk away I step on a paper and realize it’s her check but she’s long gone.
Teagan
As if this day couldn’t get worse I lost my damn check. Sitting at the dining room table I open the box that has what I’ve saved In Tips and pull out a 100, tossing it in an envelope, I’ll need gas this weekend but I’ve tried to stay super tight on what I spend, and now without the check, I decide I will have to talk to Ian and Henry about possibly getting paid in cash I hope they don’t ask questions after the bank I went to the diner for lunch and Linda also was going to give me a check when she handed it to me I guess the look on my disappointed face gave me away, and she said “would you prefer cash?” To which I immediately perked up and asked can you? That would be great and then went into a rant on how I haven’t made a bank account yet but as soon as I do I’ll let her know when I could take a check, she also said no worries if I needed cash she would do cash, she left to the back and returned with an envelope and handed it to me I ate and came back home.
This has been the first time since I got here that I feel relaxed, with nothing to do or worry about Leo, my plan has started great with a few money hick ups but I'm safe, I have jobs, I fall into a routine of making myself dinner and I don’t plan on leaving until tomorrow when I need to go to work and bask in this much needed quiet time I feel
Like every day that I've been here I've been in Go mode but I can Finally sit and breathe, I eat then decide to tidy up from not only what I cooked but just general house cleaning, there are a few areas that have just piled with things that need to be put away to tossed and get to organizing, by the time I’m done I have a few bags of trash and things to toss, this will take a few trips so I slip on my tennis shoes and grab the door and 2 of the bags I leave the door open as I can’t close it and hurry to the dumpster, I toss them and return to grab the rest, on my second trip I hear leaves crackling like someone’s there and drop the broken coat rack I was carrying and look in the direction but don’t see anything or anyone, probably just a alley cat, toss the coat rack and step back I feel like I’m being watched so I turn and bump into him almost falling his arms catch me pulling me up to him my world freezes and my stomach drops and I feel so sick
“Leo?”