Hoko

chapter 1 The First Meet.

The time when I was 7 years old me and my mother live in a 2bhk short cord house and my mother is a doctor so after every night after dinner me and my maa we used to take a walk outside our apartment because there is a long and wide concrete trail with lots of tree and it's very amusing. So its around the time of summer vacation and there I see a girl playing with his younger brother and kind of her brother is teasing her so i think, that she is new to the apartment (because its almost 2 and half years I lived in that apartment but i have never seen her) so I asked that can I play with both you. So the fun is the brother have an idea of a game but that game consist of atleast 3 players so it's a jackpot for me not because I like that girl because at that time, I don't mind if anybody is a girl or boy I am just playful after every study session I want to play at home, outside doesn't matter so we start getting along. But I don't know how much the time flies because from age 7 we went to age 12 and it's the time my mother and mother become best of friends and we become family friends sometimes they used to come at house and sometimes we used to, but after sometime we graduate to grade 8th and my mother decides to send me to a all boys hostel and I didn't mind much so I said yes and after my final exam I shift to my hostel and I did not start getting any butterflies but at the time I get home and by chance of dates the next day is my birthday *yoohoo* . But at that time I invited a friend of mine. His name is som so som said "hey,bro is she your girlfriend". And for fun I said yes And she listened it and stops me and gets angry *cutly* and that time I am a chubby boy and a bit nasty about my surrounding so after I graduate to class 9 to class 10 there was a lockdown because of a epidemic so at that time there nothing to do and I just hit puberty and felt I like "Oh I hate myself ". So after puberty I can't even talk to girls and want to be alone so at that time there is only one who willing to talk with me but the only problem is we talk when we meet and I starts to force to talk to her and kinda sound like a creep but nothing happens and after lockdown opened I went to hostel and at that time I started to feeling some butterflies for herシ.

And now I passed my school and went to my home and a surprise I went from chubby to a good looking boy and even she admires and I started attracted to her and don't force to talk me but I always feel like Iam not capable of her. *gasp*(while sleeping I have a anxiety attack⍥).I woke up and shivering because of just thinking of her and starts having heavy breaths because of just thinking that I watching her getting away from me.

Thank you☺.

to be continued.