I woke up miserable and slightly shocked I’d been able to sleep at all, with all the crying I’d been doing. But unconsciousness and a small amount of distance had calmed me down.
Yes, Matthew had been a d**k. But we’d been having a very intense conversation and he’d probably felt exposed and—in any case—I shouldn’t have reacted by trashing the place. And while part of me really didn’t want to be dependent on Matthew's generosity in the middle of a fight, it seemed a bit off to throw up my hands and run away immediately.
Not that I didn’t want to. Right now, I would have preferred to be pretty much anywhere than this place. But, even putting aside my lack of relationship experience, it seemed pretty f*****g obvious that being in the same country was likely a major factor in resolving roma
