Stripped Bare

Guilt and Desire

With music beaten in the background and let me I’m staring back at her. She realized she cannot do anything more with this man not right now. She could tell he’s a decent man because well he stopped when she said stop. He stopped. She looked up in his eyes and he saw concerned. “ I’m sorry I can’t.” she says starting to walk away. “Wait! I never got your name.” he says almost like pleading. “Amber” comes out at almost a whisper then she rushes off.

He was left standing there confused. When Amber made her way back to the bar to Tina Tina looked concerned.” I thought I lost you in here. Are you OK?” Amber looked up at Tina with a tear coming out of her eye. “ I’m fine but we need to any longer”. Tina doesn’t ask her any more questions. They just walked out and Tina drives her all the way home.

When they get back to the house, they both just sit down on the couch. Without saying word, Amber laser head on Tina‘s lab and she begins to sob uncontrollably. She can’t explain it he did nothing wrong, neither did she. She needs to feel something again and she did, but she didn’t like how much she was feeling. She was really scared and feeling guilty.

And she sat on the couch, crying explaining all this to Tina, Tina didn’t say a word just stroking my hair. Tina is the only one besides Steven to see her this vulnerable, to be stripped this bare. By the time she was done crying, Tina made sure she got some water in her system. And lock the door behind her. Is Amber lying in bed felt so angry at herself. Why would she ruin such a good he’s been gone for two years that man wanted her and she wanted him, but yet she could not get past whatever the grief she was holding onto go.

After she realized being an i***t, you can’t cheat on a deaf person. For thought started drift back to him God she didn’t even get his name. But then she remembered the kiss, his hands on her body. Just thinking about it was making her excited again. Once again, she was wet.

She even realized what she was doing. Her hands were going over her own rest. Getting more and more excited. Then she started rubbing her n*****s. Thinking of him, kissing her, his hands on her. And before she knew it, she felt her hands sliding down her abdomen till she reached her panties. And slowly she slid them underneath. Be pleasuring herself for slowly then she picks up the pace.

She starts going faster and faster. She’s getting wetter and wetter. She comes so close to the edge. But then she stops herself she doesn’t wanna be done yet. Then she comes up and rubbing it slowly with her moist fingers. She’s wishing it was his hands doing it. she’s going so fast rubbing faster, faster, and faster. Climaxing with a big squirt. Wow that was intense. She has never came that hard before. at that point she had to get up and take a shower. After cleaning yourself and her bedsheets for that matter up. She went to bed. And slept until morning.

When she woke the next morning, she had a bad headache. She needed some ibuprofen and coffee. First need to go to the bathroom. When she gets up from the toilet to wash her hands, she sees her reflection in the mirror. Oh God hickey. I’m at the cover up all that with a lot of makeup. Five-year-olds are pretty curious. Thank God it’s Sunday and she doesn’t have to worry about that right now.

She makes her way to her phone on her nightstand. When she opens it up, she sees a text message from Tina. “ you have nothing to feel guilty about. You have the right to feel alive again. Used today to eat junk food and I’ll see you on Monday. Love you.”

Amber smiled feeling very blessed to have such a good friend. Oh God, the time is 11 already? Then her belly crumbles.Yep 11. she goes into the kitchen and makes herself a sandwich and sits on the couch to eat it while she watches TV. she gets about all the way done eating when the doorbell rings. She wasn’t expecting anybody. She open the door and the stands that gorgeous man that had his tongue in her mouth last night. He stands there and this time, not a suit, but an athletic T-shirt and a pair of gray sweatpants. She doesn’t know which outfit was sexier. “Amber”