Bonded by kindred spirits

Finding my balance

Chapter 2

         The smell of bacon is what woke me up and I felt as though I were back home with my grandmother I call nana. I miss her and it’s only been two weeks since I left. She’d always wake up early and cook me and my sister breakfast. My lips curled up in a smile and I stretched. My eyes popped open so fast when I realized i laid on a hard chest and a body was behind me with an arm wrapped around my waist. I felt trapped and it brought back memories I didn’t want to see.          My body stiffens on its own as I’m forced to relive the moment“Come here you nigga! You are gonna do some work for me. He grins as unbuttons his jeans” I feel as though I was punched in the chest with fear. I didn’t wanna relive it anymore so I squeezed my eyes shut hoping the flash backs would go away. I felt warmth travel through me to calm the fear and stress. I hear my step dad in the background but a voice echos louder through my head.“ we will never leave you. You are not by yourself anymore Allania” I hear and it snaps me out of my terror. I don’t dare open my eyes yet.

           This isn’t normal at all. I didn’t remember how I got here and now I’m hearing voices in my head. I don’t remember what happened after I was in Corin’s arms which sparks a little fear in my heart. I stayed still debating on what I should do. If I moved they might wake up and kill me.Am I drugged or something? What happened last night? Did the guy drop a drug in my drink without my knowledge?     “Shhh. Relax I’m trying to sleep. You’re  our mate , now go back to bed.” A voice above my head said.        I shifted my head upwards and Cerulean  eyes stared back at me. He was one of the twins from last night. Heat pooled in my belly when I thought of the handsome faces of the guys.He bent his head toward my ear and I notice the heat his bare skin seemed to radiate. Wait, I’m still laying on his chest! Oh my god. I don’t even know them and yet I still felt a sense of belonging in those strong arms. I squirmed and felt an arm tighten around my waist.      “Although I would love to play with you, we should cure that rumbling stomach of yours.” I close my eyes and let the tingles calm me down fully.        “Who are you?” I whisper shyly still laying on his chest basking in the calm he’s making me feel. Why am I feeling these emotions now? What makes these guys different? How can I feel this way with all of them? I needed answers before my mind exploded with all the questions my mind kept asking. I was on the verge of a mental breakdown with how confused I was. I try to get up and to run but the arm around my waist tightens even more and the guy behind me grinds his hard body into me. I gasp a moan and the guy in front of me leans in to kiss me but not before I see his eyes turn golden almost like a wolf but more ethereal.         I didn’t have time to be scared because when his lips touched mine, An explosion of pleasure and rightness blossoms in my belly. I feel the person behind me kissing my neck and his hands travel down to where I need them to be.       “Please” I whisper. I felt as though I’ll fall apart if they don’t touch me.      “I need them all They balance me” I hear a faint voice in my head confused as to where it’s coming from. 

“Mine mine mine and mine” another voice purrs louder than the other.         Twin number 1 smirks against my mouth as if he heard my inner thoughts but I chuck that thought. That’s impossible and yet embarrassment still fills me and I try to hide my face in his chest. We don’t even know each other and my thoughts gotten possessive with them. I’ve never even been with a guy before. 

          Twin number 1 pulls my head up to face him and asks “You want me to take care of that my princess?” He asks as he moves his twin’s hand right on my core and I buck from the shock and surprise.

         “If you keep moving like that I’ll have to keep you in bed all day beautiful” he says as he starts to move his hand on my c**t.  I cry out but twin one kisses me passionately. Twin two is Touching me and caressing me until I couldn’t take it anymore. As soon as twin 1 grabs and pinches a n****e I c*m and cling to twin 1 my whole body shaking from the orgasm. I can imagine how it’ll feel to have s*x with them. I start to get turned on again wondering if it always be this good with them.“It’ll be even better next time twin two purrs in my ear and I shiver from Pleasure.

“Alton and Ashton breakfast is ready!”  I hear that growly voice again. That’s Corin. I snap out of the haze of lust and squirm more to get out of bed but it makes twin number 2 behind me moan.

“I’ll take Allania downstairs, you get in the shower Ashton. I’ll make you a plate so Corin doesn’t eat it all”

Twin two grunts and gets out of bed and goes straight to the door on the far right of the room. I jump outta bed as soon as the door closes and I back up slowly trying to stay far away from who I assumed was Alton and I saw his eyes flash gold again.  I can’t believe I just did that with a stranger and I tremble a little.

“What are you?” I ask shakily and back up more.His head tilts to the side.“You don’t know?..... but I could of sworn-“I bolt out of the open door and run down the stairs. “CORIN!” Alton yells. As soon as I near the ending of the steps I trip like the clumsy person I am and fall right into Corin’s waiting arms.He was not there just a second ago and I know for sure that I didn’t hear any footsteps come this way. His muscular hard body felt just right on my curvy frame. All the fight ran out of me just at his touch.“What are you doing to me?” I cry out and Corin picks me up and holds me to him with my legs on either side of him. I lay my head on his shoulder and close my eyes. If they want to hurt me just get it over with and kill me I can’t do torture. My mind flashes back to the time I spent with my so called “step dad” and my anxiety starts to peak again.

“I’m sorry little bunny but your our mate. We can’t let you run away. Whoever hurt you will pay with blood I promise. Your destined to be with us Allania. You’ve always felt different because you’re not human my love. Your the first one of our kind that doesn’t know you have a kindred spirit. “

“What’s a kindred spirit” i asked afraid to look up from his neck and I feel something inside me stand at attention kind of like a tingle of awareness. It was as though what he was saying I had to listen to desperately.

“It is a sacred being or higher power that chooses one at birth and blesses them with power. Everyone has a role in faerie and soon you’ll learn yours. You are fae like us.”

“Fae as in a fairy? But they don’t exist” as soon as I said the words I felt in my heart that it wasn’t true. I guess my kindred spirit is backing him up. Your supposed to be on my side.  “I will be when you accept us” i here in my head.“Us?” I ask.

“This can’t be real” I mutter more to myself than anyone else.

“You’re telling us what’s real or not when you don’t even know a damn thing? You got some nerve” A snarky female voice cuts through our conversation. “Natalie now is not the time for your bitchy remarks. Remember your place” Corin growls out.  Corin always growls when he talks and the way it feels when he talks just settles inside me in a familiar way. 

My face is still hiding in Corin’s neck so I peak out and see a girl with a short straight bob and pink hair. She’s pale like a vampire and looks dark and dangerous in all black. I have to admit she is a sexy girl. But that attitude can make anyone ugly and I hide my face once again not ready to deal with miss bitchy pants. I will never admit to that asshole, but that name is actually kind of fitting. Well in Natalie’s case, not mine. I’m innocent. 

          A door slams and corin sighs and sits in a chair Making me straddle him.“Will you come out of hiding for some food?”A shy soft and sexy male voice asks me. Hell yes! Who couldn’t say no to food and no to him.I lift my head out of Corin’s neck and see the brown haired beauty handing me a piece of bacon. I snatch the bacon and plop it in my mouth with a moan.         It’s the best I’ve had in a long time. It’s almost like my nanas but whoever made it perfected a sweetness  to it, almost tastes like honey glaze. Corin stiffens and I stop chewing looking at everyone else in the kitchen. All the guys are there staring at me hungrily with golden eyes. Ashton’s hair is still wet but he looks pristine. Alton is still shirtless and the guy from last night has glasses on but that doesn’t stop me from seeing his eyes flash gold as well. What’s his name? I wonder.

         “Michael... my name is M-Michael” he stammers out cheeks turning red and turning away from me. He’s so adorable. I just wanna hug and kiss him and maybe make love to him. The spatula he’s holding drops on the stove and he clumsily reaches for it. Alton and Ashton are both snickering at the table. Whoa, I need to get my hormones in check. The twins and corin and now Michael. I always had a hard time finding a guy I liked and then suddenly I have four that have my hormones raging. Who would’ve thought that I, Allania Walker made this Greek goddess blush. This is an accomplishment of the year. 

“Alright guys lets eat and you can ask all the questions you want Allania”I turn around in Corin’s lap without getting up and eat the food that was in front of me. Corin just sits there stiff and squeezing my hips.“Your killing me Lani” he tells me in his ear like it was just for me but the knowing smirks told me they all heard.