An ungodly twist

Welcomed change

“I should tell her”, she thought as she sat by the window drinking hot chocolate while smoking. “I care for her and I like her”, she told herself. She could feel the joint kicking in now, she felt so light, so calm, so concentrated. She could finally focus and she started thinking of her apartment, this was her first apartment. She grew up in a small town with the same people and the same buildings. New neighbors moved in every once in a while, but few really stayed. It was a one-bedroom apartment with a big window, not much but adequate for her.

She suddenly remembered her first lover. A beautiful girl who lived just opposite their house. She was around ten or eleven at that time and so was the girl. She had just discovered that she was attracted to girls. Boys never really interested her. But she got along with boys fine, even dated one she thought while smiling. She couldn’t believe how much she had changed. How much she was willing to sacrifice to keep her freedom. She had really changed. She even felt the growth.

That girl’s name was Joan. She remembered how she had s*x with her on a dark alley. She remembered the s*x. How bold she was. How curious she was to learn, to touch, to see. She was always ready for new adventure then. But now, not so much. Now she preferred to be in doors. Watching from a far.

The doorbell was ringing, she had forgotten she had a date with Tom and Harris and she knew they were pissed. She ran to open the door. The room still filled with smoke, putting on a happy face she opened the lock and she welcomed them inside while apologizing for forgetting. They just looked at her. Harris, was the responsible on. He started lecturing her about the smoking. But she loved smoking. It eased her mind. She knew he was doing this because he just loved her, but sometimes he was really a nag. However, she loved him. She respected him like a brother because that is how he viewed him, like a brother. Harris really helped her through a lot. He even let her stay in his house when she ran away from home.

Tom hugged her, and she hugged him back. She had really missed him. Tom was always there for her. He judged her and criticized her, but she knew he meant well. Sometimes he would cross the lines, but she knew how to keep the boundaries clear. Letting go of each other, the two entered and she locked the door. She was really looking forward to having this date with them when they were making the plans, but now she just felt like sleeping. “I should just let them watch their choice of film and then I can sleep while watching”, she thought and she went to the kitchen to get some cups and plates. “At least they came with food”, she murmured to herself.

They had chosen a film. She knew she wouldn’t like it. The three of them were so different, yet they seemed to function somehow. She sat down on her recliner seat and she took a shawl to cover herself. The boys were sat on the sofa. The film wasn’t interesting. It was filled with conspiracy theories and fiction and romance. She couldn’t even force herself to remain awake. Half way through the movie she fell asleep, when she woke up it was night time. Tom and Harris were still there. Watching a different film. “we knew you would get some sleep when we are around”, Tom said while smiling. Go back to sleep he tried to convince her. She hadn’t been sleeping well and she knew they would stay overnight so that she can sleep.

“She wasn’t eating very well also,” she thought. Her stomach growled after that thought. She stood up and put some food and water. She didn’t eat much, never have. This didn’t affect her body because somehow, she got enough muscle. She wasn’t very curvaceous or thin. She was toned and plump. A beautiful woman and a handsome man. Though, she barely dressed like a woman. She was an androgynous woman. She could pass like a man and like a woman. She, preferred her masculinity. It always made her stand out. Her mother never liked her dressing like a boy. It didn’t matter now what anyone from her family thought. It was her life and she knew what was best for her.

The sleep really helped. Fresh and full she decided to watch a film with the boys. She chose her preferred gene. They always liked the film she picked. She loved crime movies. She had watched every crime film she could get her hands on. But lately she was more interested in reading.

Her mind started drifting to Mura. The previous night she had slept over and they had s*x. She could remember her skin was like velvet so smooth, and her mouth tasted like smoke, when she kissed her. She moved from her lips to her jaw to the sensitive part behind her ear, sucked just enough to be painful, and when she left that spot, the breeze that hit her wet saliva on her skin sent waves of pleasure through her body. Something was ignited in her. A boldness that she had never possessed before. Her lips craved for hers’; in the dark of that tiny apartment, her hands searched for her lips. Their lips collided once more in a fierce kiss and she could feel the fireworks. She became vulnerable with her, and she was ready to accept it all, whatever she was going to give her last tonight, the pleasure, the joy she would take it wholeheartedly. Likewise, she became vulnerable with her, ready to give and to receive pleasure.

Her lips, moved from hers’ to the nape of her neck. Kissing and leaving a trail of wet saliva, she found her breasts. Small breasts but yet tender. So soft in her arms. Her right n****e in her mouth sucking and biting softly. Her left breast in her left arm caressing smoothly, she was enjoying this tremendously and then she was underneath her, her lips on hers’ as she kissed her hungrily, exchanging a million unspoken words and emotions.

Moving from her lips, she kissed her collar bone, sucking between the edge of her neck near the bone, another hickey placed there delicately and beautifully. Her mouth was now on her left breast. She was sucking and licking and her right hand was on her right breast, caressing so tenderly. She moved her mouth to her right breast, she sucked, her teeth on her n****e biting smoothly and carefully. Her left hand on her back, pulling her closer to her, she could feel her warmth on her leg, she was on fire. Her lips moved from her breasts to her tummy, kissing my navel. Her right hand on her breast pinching smoothly. She had no idea that a pinch could give so much pleasure.

Her lips on her waistline, kissing while leaving wet trails, she was soon near her pubic mound but she moved to her thighs. Her wet saliva on her skin very much appreciated for she was hot. She craved her and wanted her and she desired her but she did not know how to tell her. She had to take control, show her what she wanted. She guided her back to her lips while she flipped them, she was now on top of her, her leg between her legs. She could feel how wet she was and she knew she could feel how wet she was.

Kiss me she demanded and like a slave she obeyed her master, after all weren’t, they each other’s pet for pleasure and passion. She kissed her, smoothly at first but then she was lying on her back on the bed entangled in sheets and she was on top, hurriedly and carelessly removing the sheets and tossing them on the floor.

She wasn’t one to waste time, her lips were now on her thighs kissing the inner parts and moving closer to her vulva. She kissed her outer lips and then her inner lips, she inserted her tongue inside her v****a and she arched her back to allow for more entry. In and out she went for a second, and then her mouth was on her c******s sucking and licking tenderly. She was sucking so smoothly and a jolt of pleasures went through her body. She could live like this every day she thought to herself. Back on her inner lips, her tongue was licking the outer part of her v****a.

With her mouth eating her out, and her riding like there wasn’t tomorrow. Her hand on her head guiding the rhythm. This was too good. Lifting her head and guiding her back to her lips, she could taste herself on her lips as she kissed her roughly and deeply. Their tongues in a battle for control. Her tongue on every inch of her mouth and hers’ in her mouth. She was eager to go back to her vulva but she had other plans. Wrapping her legs around her, she continued kissing her. This she took to advantage and she started rubbing her naked body up and down her vulva slowly. The pleasure increased a thousand folds more.

Breathing on her neck, her hands on her back, she opened her legs wider to give her more access. As the rhythm increased, she could feel her legs shaking because of pleasure and then she realized she had not done anything to her. let’s change positions she whispered in her ear. Eagerly she accepted. She kissed her, while her hands opened her legs. She positioned her right leg between her legs and she started riding. She matched her rhythm, her left leg between her legs, her left hand supporting her on the bed so that she wouldn’t fall on her, her right hand on her neck choking gently, the rhythm increased and she spanked her buttocks. Her hands were now holding her buttocks, moaning and calling her name. she was shaking from the pleasure

Panting like dogs, she positioned herself between her legs. Now she had access to her lips. She kissed her as she moved up and down slowly. She tightened her legs around her and her hands were on her back, her fingers digging and forming small moons. Increasing the speed, she moaned, she was so near she could feel it and she was so near she could feel it too. I love you Mura whispered.

She turned her now and their vulvas were in contact. Scissoring was only interesting when done correctly but with her she knew her way around. Moving their bodies together, they formed a perfect rhythm, her left hand caressing her thighs and her left hand on her breasts. Her right hand was behind her back supporting her on the bed and her right hand was also behind her back supporting her. She could feel herself nearing the edge. Her breathing hiked and her tummy tightened as she orgasmed, shortly after, her legs tightened, while her thighs shook, her left hand holding her thigh tightly, she orgasmed.

In the morning however she left in a hurry because she was going to be late to work and they hadn’t spoken since then. Ada felt uneasy in her gut. She knew that Mura was mad she did not say I love you back, but she didn’t know if she did. She enjoyed her company but she wasn’t sure that was enough. The film was over and she regretted not paying much attention so she promised herself she would rewatch it later. Tom was sleeping on the couch but Harris was awake. They started talking about random things and about the pride parade next week. She was eager to go but she didn’t want to go alone with Tom and Harris this year. She would feel like a third wheel with Harris and his boyfriend Micah and Tom and his girlfriend Nora.