Henry I sit in horror and shock staring at his lifeless body as he still holds onto my canteen but now is missing his head. Blood from his body covers my uniform and parts of his flesh and brain have landed on my face. I am in pure shock, this boy was just alive, and now he is dead and I am covered with what remains of his head. Wiping my face off with the sleeve of my uniform, I begin aiming at anything the color gray just as I did months before. Musket balls zoom past my ears and hit into men surrounding me. I try to stay low to the ground trying to keep my promise to Catherine. The bodies begin piling up around me. Where once a living person stood just a moment ago is now replaced by a lifeless

