Jesse
I’ve really lost her. It’s really over.
Even though it hurts, I know she’s right. This isn’t the right time. We would be going back to each other because it was easy, familiar, and less painful than being apart. I made sure she got home okay, and then I headed home myself.
I don’t plan on losing Kylie forever. She’s still the one, but she’s right, it’s the wrong time. So I will make sure I’m ready at the right time. If losing Xavier has taught me one thing, it’s that life is too precious, too fragile.
I won’t lose her the way I lost him.
First, I need to get my life back on track. Get back to work to build a future that she can be a part of when she’s ready. I’ll be waiting because Lex is my future, I know that. She just can’t be my present, but that’s okay. I’ll be waiting, re
