Jesse It’s been years since I’ve been on a date. I’m rusty. I know some good restaurants though, and I pick one I designed, not to show off, but because I know it’s something she will love. I dress smartly in some grey slacks and a white shirt, and I add a jacket before heading out and buying some flowers. I’m early, I know it, but I can’t help myself. I have been counting down the hours until I get to see her again. She consumes my thoughts. I’ve never felt like this. I remember she told me once a while ago that her favourite flowers were sunflowers, so I get the biggest bunch I can find, the stems tied with a bright gold bow. Then, I head over to her place. We have texted a few times today. She asked what to wear. She sent me pictures of her eating breakfast. Throughout the day, I fo

