Jesse
I watch her go, my heart in tatters. I took the already cracked, broken organ and slammed it into the floor. My angel is crying, upset, and hurt. She thinks I don’t love her, she thinks I blame her. I saw it in her eyes.
I don’t.
I blame myself. I ruined my son’s life with my own desires and selfishness. I broke his heart and took everything away, and now he’s dead. I can’t ruin her life too. I won’t do that to the love of my life. She deserves better, needs better than a broken man destined to break everything.
I hurt her, I broke her heart.
But it’s better I do it before her life is wrecked like mine. Better that she hates me now. I couldn’t stand to see that love in her eyes fade to hate and then pain. Couldn’t stand to watch her fall out of love with me.
So even though it k
