The services are surrounded by grassed areas with tall shrubs that act like a rough uneven hedge, shielding some of the picnic benches from the road behind. It wasn’t exactly a private garden but it was the best we were going to get, and I needed to talk to Hayden in private as soon as possible. I need to know what is going on between us. I had been thinking about the time I had run into him on the cliffs everyday since it happened, and even though I had spent hours and hours trying to understand how I had been so drawn to him and how it was almost like I couldn’t resist him, I still couldn’t explain it. He was extremely attractive. Tall, dark, well built with beautifully defined muscles and incredibly kind eyes, but I have seen attractive men before and I have never felt so totally unable
