Even though the cost of the body wash plus the lotion is insanely expensive, I’m happy to put the twenty-seven dollars and change back into my wallet. It’s still technically his money, but it’s a much more reasonable amount to justify. With the bag in my hands, I check the time on my phone and decide I can treat myself to the food court before catching the bus to the shop. Because really, what’s one more indulgence? KILLIAN. I told you guys that Kai would find me soon right? Yeah, it's a week later and he waited for my Sweetheart and Joyce to leave the house before he came in. It's a week later and I can walk properly but I'm still pretending like I can't. Anytime my Sweetheart wasn't around, I would make a deep cut and make it bleed again. So she won't notice anything, I still limp

