I take a deep sigh and smiled at the grave stone in fornt of me.
“Hey…” I said.
I just imagined that he was here, listening to me. That he was there to listen to my problems again.
“you know that I am bad right? I did a lot of horrible things… But… I think you are equivalent of bad too Henry… you leave me all alone here without no one to tlak to, no one to trust… I know.. I know, if you are here, you are going to say that I betrayed you, that I betrayed your trust… But i didn’t know what to do that time…I never had the time to think… And I really am sorry about that!I really do! I never know if I could forgive myself about that! I never know if I can live my life with this guilt build up in me! I am sorry Henry, I really do.” I said and my tears starts to drop on the grass where I was k
