Where Your Secrets Hide

EPISODE 54

My soul woke up after a light was focused on my eyes, they were checking my eyes to see some complications in me, which I can't feel, but they are so concern about it, like I am going to die.

I mean, maybe they are right, I am going to die, if no one tried to stop the possess Austin from choking me. I just couldn't understand how Austin ended up being possess by Chase?

Is really Chase that mad?

Ugh, I felt so bad, so guilty that I wanted to see Chse spirit to apologize, I can't stand this guilt, I managed to take over my guilt by happy times, but now....

Nothing is happy now, it is all tragic.

"Are you alright Mr. hall? Do you feel any pain? Anything at all?" Oyr school nurse asks to me while she is putting the flashlight back to whatever drawer that is. "I am alright Mrs. Gein. I felt nothing unusual." I said while fixing my shirt that I am wearing. "Can I go now?" I asks her. "Yes of course if you really don't feel anything. But remember, if anything or something happened to you, like a headache, pains, or anything at all, don't be shy to come over here so we can check it out." She said and she smiled.

Mrs. Gein is very kind hearted person. She is like the mother of all students here. She is working as a nurse here in our campus for almost 10 years now, she is very young when she started. We all just know that she studied here and after she graduated she works here as a janitor first to school nurse since her parents died just before her graduation.

The school really pity her so they decided to help her at all cost, that she become the school nurse.

That's why Mrs. Gein is very kind, she doesn't want anyone to ended up like her parents.

"Thank yiu." I said and geet my bag and wear it on my shoulder.

I wlak out of the clinic where Katharina is waiting for me.

"Hey." She said and kisses me on my lips. "Are you alright?" She asks me looking at my neck or anything that can look like an injured. "I am fine Kath. I really am, nothing bad happened to me." I said. "Yeah, but to Austin." She said. "What happened? Why did he attacked you and tried to kill you?" She asks. "I don't know, maybe he is just so desperate about hating me, that's why he did that." I answered her, lying to her.

I don't want to say that he was possessed, who do you think's going to believe me huh? Of course no one.

Ghost? Possessing people? I think it only happens to movies, not in real life, that's what they are going to think.

I felt pity for Austin, but at the same time, I am happy because he deserves what is going to his way now. He tried to kill me, I don't care if he was possessed, there must be a reason why he gt possess in the first place.

And in fact, he can do that to me even he is not possessed, he hates me so much without me knowing the reason why, I hate him too because he hates me, we have the same feeling towards each other, duh.

"You alright bro?" We look behind us to see Jake behind us with Sara.

I don't know why, but I am feeling like my heart is going to explode, like I don't know what's happening to me.

The same feeling that I am feeling everytime I am seeing Chase with Sara is back.

Does this mean, I am still not moving one? Does that mean that I still have feelings for Chase after 2 years? Or is this the feeling of being guilty for what I did to their relationship?

Oh, I remember, I wasn't the one who destroyed their relationship, it was Austin, if he didn't just court Sara while they are still dating, maybe Chase won't even fall for me.

I stood up their like an i***t, looking to Jake and Sara being with each other.

"You alright?" Jake asks me and that is when I went back to reality, and all of the feelings that I am having disappeared as fast as I went back to myself. "yeah, I am fine. You should ask me that question if you can see any injuries on my skin." I jokingly said and laugh at my own joke that obviously not funny. "Come now Jake. Your mom is waiting for me, remember?" Sara said and she held Jake's arm and look at me like she is trying to trigger me, angry me, or something like that.

"I'm sorry Jackson, kathairna, but we should go now. See you tomorrow." He said and walk pass through us.

I am not going to feel triggered against what Sara did to Jake, because I ma not feeling guilty, because those people who are only feeling that way, is the one who...

The one who still not moving on after things had been done.

"Jackson?" Katharina called me. "Come now." She said and I smiled at her and we both walk out of the campus.

While we are walking, someone shouted my name, and when we turned around, we saw no other than Austin who looks very mad abut at the same time very unpleasant looking, like he just woke up from the dead.

His hair is a mess, his lips are so plae, and his face are so white, like he just went out from a Halloween costume.

"You did this to me! You did this to me! What did you do to me Hall? What the f**k did you do!" He shouted and he run towards me to attack me, and when he push my collar towards him, Katharina tried to stop him, but Austin is so mad that he couldn't control his self, the reason why he pushed Katharina away from us that makes her fall on the gorund.

"Katharina!" I shouted her name when I saw that she wounded her self from being pushed by Austin. "Get away from me Austin! Stop this at once!" I shouted and oush him away from me, and we he drop my collar, I ran towards Katharina to help her stood up. I look at her wound on her arm aand she looks like she is going to cry, maybe because it really hurts her.

I look to Austin and push him.

"What is wrong with you Austin!" I said when I pushed him. "Why are you doing this? Why doo you act like this? Why doo you act like no one ever loves you! Like no one supported you? Like you are some trash! Is this how you do, for yu to cover your own trash by making everyone around you become a trash like you?" I shouted at him. "Don't you have decency? Are you not a gentleman enough to think about a girl here that you hurt?" I asks him and keep pushing him.

I waited for his answer but it looks like he is not going to give me, that is why I smiek at him and roseed my arm and gave him a sarcastic laugh.

"What?" HE asks while looking at me. "What? You look so funny Austin! Why are you not talking? Why are you not pushing back? Why are you not fighting back? Is it because I am right? That no one loves you? That you a re a trash and that everyone hates you and just pretended that you their friend just to have the power you have? Is it because you really are a lonely person and doesn't deserve love? Is it because no one wanted you to live? Is it because your parents never wanted you at the first time, the reason why you act like this?" I asks him. "And how dare you to throw what you've done to me earlier in the bathroom to me? After you just attempted to murder me you are going to say that it is my fault? That it si my fault the reason why yu try to murder me? Is this really how you treat your hatred person? Are you really living in a low life Austin for you to murder someone who threatens your power and position?" I asks him.

I pointed out my forehead that has a medical patch on it because of what he did to me, pushing my head on the mirror.

"I had a this scar because of you! And this scar will forever be a reminder of how bad a person you are! This scar will be a reminder of you!" I said. "So you have no rights to tell me that it is my fault, because it is yours in the first place." I said and turned around him and walk away from him.

"yeah, I have no rights to tell you that it is your fault. I couldn't even remember how it happened, but you have no right to judge my life too." He said and I heard a footstep walking away from me. I look back to see Austin walking away from us, walking pass through his car.

I don't know where he is going, but I can tell that he is not going home.

"You all right Katharina?" I asks her while she is patting her wounds on her arm. "Yeah, I am. That's tough of you to talk back to Austin. I've never seen him quiet before after an argument, in short, I've never seen him lost an argument, because he always win." She said. "I know." I said and look back, expecting that I am going to see Austin again, but he iss gone. "Don't mind him." She said. I look at her and smiled. "What time is it now?" I asks her and she look at her watch. "It's already quarter to 6, why?" She said until I realize and remembered that I am going to see someone, C for me to get all of my money.

I know it is impossible, I know that it could be a trap, but I don't care, I will do everything in my power for money.

No matter what sacrfices I am going to made.

I needed that money, it is all the money that left to me, money that I made for 2 years, the only thing that can make me survive this new life of mine, specially when my house is gone.

"I really love you katharina, I wanted to take care of you and me myself and I will be the one who is going to cure your wound, but I rememberthat I have something important to do right now. I have to leave, I really am sorry. Go ask Carla for her help, I promise I will get back to you tomorrow. I love you, bye!" I said and kiss her lips and run towards my car to drive me home for me to be prepared on what can happen to us later while I am getting back my money.