I ahd a practice actually, a practice of emotions. I told to myself, that if I am practincing the emotions, or expecting the emotions that I am going to have to the both side of the stroy or truth, less apin will be felt. Expectation, make it less.
That isw hat Chase told me…
HE told me that becasue… He wanted me to expect that one day, when the whole world will find out about the truth between us, I ahve to expect some reactions, some opinions and some emotions, some actions, so when it really happened, I know how to handle things, I know what emotions I am going to expect…
I practiced it everyday, everytime ebfore I go to sleep, I always reprot it to him, I always comapee my expectations to him…
Everything that I did before, just to get a perfect reaction and a perfect expectation, d
