Chapter Eleven
Journal Entry
How did she guess? How did she even know what that phrase meant? I wonder if she does that for the black kid? I don’t think she could. But she’s changed in ways I would never have thought possible. I know our marriage is over. That’s ok. It was never much anyway. Signing those contracts started both of us down what I like to think of as roads of discovery. We never knew who we really were until we were forced to do things that we normally would have done most anything to avoid doing. Ann’s right. I do lick that girl’s ass and I love it. She humiliates and abuses me in the most degrading ways imaginable and I love it. I keep wanting more and she keeps coming up with the most obscenely creative ideas. I will do anything, absolutely anything she tells me to do,
