Alicia’s POV
So, it was obvious that my life would never be the same again, but I could no longer allow myself to give in to these panic attacks. Which I knew was probably going to make them come faster and far far worse than before, but I had to find a way to figure this out. There had to be a way to get over all of this! I could no longer blame Caspian for them. Or my past. A lot of people went through far worse than I had and they didn’t curl up in the foetal position each time life felt as if it had become too much to bear. I had to snap out of it if I wanted to move to the city with a baby on the way.
“Guys, I’m fine.” I tried to sit up but felt slightly dizzy and lay right back down. “It was probably just the excitement.” I knew that Inge wouldn’t believe me but Caspian didn’t know
