Beyond the clouds

where the sea meets the sky

Today is my birthday. Another day of darkness but I’ve been here before. I’m a quarter century in human years and all my dad ever taught me was how to rule over a world of misery. He’s fearless, angry and he shows no mercy. But can you expect anything else from the king of hell. Younger I hoped that earth was exactly how it seemed on the outside. Bright , bubbly with joy and overfilled with love. Reality settled in really fast seeing what my dad was doing here and there for his own interpersonal affairs . Afflicting earth with the wars, sickness and destroying the nature. My life here seems coming right out of a dream, I live in a mansion, we own a few houses and condos in different countries, cars , my wardrobe is to die for (literally, I feel bad for thoses two girls who died wearing my clothing items), my appearance in this realm is up to beauty standards, I’m over educated (thanks to the downloadable programs) but one thing I keep myself far from are friends . My dad would just make me sacrifice them for him. Which I’m not sure is worth the trauma. The shadows are what makes my days brighter. My shadows are part of my world forever. I understand them and I help them the most as I can .