Ava woke to the sound of rain again, heavier this time, thrumming against her window. She lay still, staring at the ceiling, trying to untangle the lingering tension from last night.
Almost. That was the word running through her mind.
Almost letting someone in. Almost feeling safe. Almost… wanting.
She hated how much that one word carried.
By the time she made it to the kitchen, Elias was already outside his apartment, pacing like he couldn’t settle. Or maybe he was just pretending. She couldn’t tell. She didn’t want to.
He looked up when he noticed her at the door. “Morning.” His smile was polite, but there was something tight in it she hadn’t seen before.
“Morning,” she replied, keeping her tone neutral.
The hallway felt narrower this morning. Rainwater dripped from the roof, puddles gathering in odd corners. Ava kept her gaze fixed on the wet floor, pretending she wasn’t aware of how close he was.
“Did you… sleep well?” he asked carefully, adjusting the strap of his bag.
“I did,” she said. She did, technically. But sleep had been restless. Her dreams had been scattered with shadows of yesterday’s almost—things left unsaid, spaces unexplored.
He nodded, not pressing. But the silence between them was sharper than usual.
“I was thinking,” he started finally, hesitant, “about last night. The conversation.”
Her stomach twisted. This was it—the first moment the weight of honesty might tip over into something… uncomfortable.
“Yeah?” she said, voice low.
“I—I just want to make sure we’re okay,” he said. “I don’t want things to get… weird. I don’t want to make you uncomfortable.”
Ava stiffened. Weird? Uncomfortable? That wasn’t how she thought about it. But the words, the carefulness, felt like a warning. A line she couldn’t cross.
“I’m fine,” she said. Too curt, too final.
He frowned slightly. “You don’t sound fine.”
She looked away, biting the inside of her cheek. “I said I’m fine.”
And just like that, something shifted. Not dramatically. Not a fight. Not even a confrontation. Just a small, almost faint crack—one of those moments that grows if ignored.
He exhaled, shoulders slumping. “Okay,” he said, quieter this time. “Fine.”
The day dragged for both of them. They passed in the hallway with a few nods, averted eyes, and stiff smiles. Ava felt the tension settling like dust on her shoulders. She wanted to brush it off, but she couldn’t.
By evening, the storm had passed, leaving the air heavy and humid. Ava leaned against her door, staring at the wall across the hall, wondering if he felt it too—the distance forming without either of them speaking it aloud.
A knock interrupted her thoughts.
Elias’s head peeked around the corner. “Hey,” he said cautiously. “You—uh—didn’t mean to… make things awkward this morning?”
She paused. Words tangled in her throat. Apologize? Explain? Pretend it didn’t happen? None of it felt safe.
“I—It’s fine,” she muttered.
“Right. Okay,” he said. “I just… wanted to make sure.”
She nodded. The moment stretched, fragile and fragile again. He left, and the hallway returned to normal—but the small gaps had already formed.
Ava closed her door behind her and sank against it. Her chest ached. Her thoughts were louder than the storm had been.
She hated that she cared so much about someone she barely knew.
And that, she realized, was the beginning of the fault lines.