James pov
Lucy leaves and my heart feels as if its ripping apart. Do I think she's going to leave me like my parents did?
I guess I'm just used to the people I love leaving me so I've been trying to be the perfect boyfriend to her so she would stay.
I just don't want her leaving me. But she just left cause I was trying to protect her.
Still, I'm to blame, no trust is no relationship, and I can't have that.
I need her, I really do.
I lay down on my couch and sigh.
How do you go through life not even realizing you were empty?
I filled the hole of my sadness with money. I became obsessed with my company at some point, only living to work, because I had nothing else.
I didn't let anyone in. I didn't even try. Any model I would f**k one day was like tissue the next day, being thrown aw
