James pov
I walk in a land of nightmares and dreams.
Memories and future fantasies.
On one side I see and life with Lucy and our children.
While the other side has Lucy in a coffin.
Both are two extremes in my life.
The hell if Lucy died...
And the heaven if we started a life together.
It all fades away and a river appears in front of me.
A peaceful, calm river with fishes of all kinds and water as clear as glass.
Rabbits hop from side to side, across the river, and the land is covered in fresh bright green grass, with flowers of all colors and kinds, spread throughout it all.
I feel tranquility with myself and long to cross the river to join the rabbits and simply lay back in what looks like grass as soft as a pillow.
Even the air seems softer as if I am inside a faint mist or
