Damn it! How stupid I am, I had to imagine that they would take security measures. i***t, I'm just an i***t!
I ran away and holed up in my room as quickly as possible. I had taken a hot shower to clear my head and now I was staring into emptiness, inside my unicorn pajamas. I was more pissed at myself than with him. I was so embarrassed and pissed off.
He knew everything I had told Janny and it was really embarrassing. Then, another sore point, I thought he was going to tell me something else. I had to shut up. I wanted to put my head in the sand and disappear. Too embarrassed and too pissed off at myself. I couldn't even call Janny to ask her for advice, I couldn't even play, it would remind me of the bullshit I had done and I didn't even want to take my smartphone to check if she had t
