She did not go to pieces.
Selene had learned, in twenty-three years of losing things, that falling apart was a luxury she rarely had time for. She filed the fury, the bright, burning fury that her parents' deaths had been engineered, that a supernatural governing body had watched it happen and said nothing, into the part of herself where she kept things to deal with later, and she breathed through it, and she looked at Zarian, and she said:
"Take me to the Council."
He looked at her. Some unreadable calculation crossed his face.
"You understand that going in means they will know you are here. Once they register your shadow signature in the chamber"?
"I know. I want them to know I'm here." She held his gaze. "I want to see their faces when they look at me and realize I know what they let happen."
Something moved in his expression. Not approval, exactly but recognition. As if he had been expecting her to collapse and was rearranging his assessment.
"This way," he said.
The Council chamber was at the end of the deepest corridor, past a gate that was made of something that looked like iron and wasn't, and through an antechamber where the shadows were so thick they had texture. Selene reached out without thinking and trailed her fingers through one. It parted around her hand like smoke.
"Don't touch the chamber shadows," Zarian said without looking back.
"Why?"
"They're alive."
She pulled her hand back.
The chamber itself was vast and impossible, underground by four hundred feet but open overhead, the ceiling somewhere above that she couldn't see. Seven figures sat on a curved dais that rose in tiers, each robed in something the color of the space between heartbeats. Their faces were not hidden. She had expected them to be hidden. The fact that they were visible was somehow more unsettling.
They looked human. Almost. The way that very old things sometimes learned to look human as protective coloration.
Zarian stopped at the center of the chamber. Selene stopped beside him. She felt their eyes move to her, all seven, simultaneously, and felt the assessment of it like a physical pressure.
The one at the center spoke. A woman, if age could be called a gender, with silver hair that moved without wind and eyes the color of deep water.
"Selene Cross," the central figure said. Her voice was warm. Deliberately, precisely warm. The warmth of someone who had learned that warmth was a tool. "We are grateful you came."
"I'll bet," Selene said.
Silence. Seven pairs of ancient eyes narrowed almost imperceptibly.
"You have questions," the woman continued, unperturbed.
"Just one." Selene kept her voice level. Her hands were glowing. She could feel it, the warmth climbing her wrists, and she did not try to stop it this time. "The accident that killed my parents fifteen years ago. The thing that caused it, you knew. You've known for fifteen years. Why didn't you tell me?"
The pause was one second too long.
"That information was classified for your protection," the woman said.
"You chose not to tell me," Selene said, "because knowing might have made me less cooperative. Because a girl who's been targeted since childhood might ask inconvenient questions about why. Because if I understood that you planned to use me as a seal for a supernatural prison and that four previous women died doing it, I might tell you where to put your greater good."
The warmth in the chamber dropped by several degrees.
Beside her, she felt Zarian go very still, the particular stillness that wasn't absence but its opposite, coiled attention.
"You are the only one who can reinforce the binding," the Council woman said, and the warmth was gone from her voice now, replaced by something older and considerably less interested in being pleasant. "Without the reinforcement, the tear widens. What is imprisoned comes through. You have seen what a single shadow wraith does to a human life force. The entity on the other side of the tear commands ten thousand."
Ten thousand.
Selene thought about the wraith in the alley. The suffocating wrongness of it. Multiplied by ten thousand.
She thought about Chicago. Three million people.
"I heard the odds," she said. "One in five survive the reinforcement."
"The others were not as powerful as you." The Council woman leaned forward. "You destroyed a shadow wraith with your bare hands. No shadow-gifted human has done that in recorded history. You are not the same as the others, Selene. Your power is different. Stronger."
"Which means I'm more likely to survive, or more useful to sacrifice?"
No answer.
"That's what I thought."
She turned to leave. Two things happened simultaneously: a wall of shadow rose across the chamber entrance, blocking the way out, and Zarian's hand closed around her arm. Not roughly. Not a grab. The kind of grip that was restraint and steadiness at the same time.
"Not yet," he said quietly, against her ear. "Not like this."
"They just caged me."
"They caged the exit. Not you." A pause. "There's a difference if you're patient enough to use it."
She looked at the shadow wall. Back at him. His hand was still on her arm, and neither of them had moved to change that.
"Three days," the Council woman said. "You have three days to agree voluntarily, or we will have no choice but to compel the reinforcement. The tear does not wait for consent."
"You can compel it?" Selene said. "Force me?"
"We have the means." Said without satisfaction or relish, which was worse. "We would prefer not to use them. Voluntary reinforcement is considerably more stable."
Selene looked at the seven ancient faces on their dais. Looked at the shadow wall across the exit.
She looked at Zarian. His jaw was tight. His hand was still on her arm.
"Three days," she said. "Fine."
She walked toward the shadow wall and it parted for her, not because the Council dropped it, but because it did. Because her glow pressed against it and the darkness simply moved out of her way, the way it always had, her whole life, when she had enough left to push.
She walked out of the Council chamber.
She heard Zarian follow her.
Behind them, in the chamber, she heard one of the Council members say something in a language that wasn't meant for her ears. She caught one word, because some words carry weight that crosses language barriers.
The word was unexpected.
The word was afraid.
The Council, seven ancient beings who had governed the shadow realm for millennia, were afraid of her. And Selene realized, for the first time, that this was more dangerous than anything else she'd learned tonight.