Oppressed wolf

His life

I was returning from my trip to Russia. Yes, I was looking for my mate even in Russia as unbelievable it may sound.

I'm soon to be Alpha Johnatan for SilverBlood pack and I don' t have my Luna yet. For human world it may sound weird, but for us, werewolves, it's normal to find our mates for life soon after we are 18 years old. So it has been 2 years as I'm searching for her without luck.

I actually know how she looks cause I have been dreaming about her for 6 years. She has brown, long hair and green eyes. Eyes who melts my heart every time I see them in my dreams. It's not every night, but dreams are so realistic. When I was dreaming of her first time, she was in wedding dress, white, long A shape dress, beautiful, I forgot to breath in my dream. I know she isn't skinny, she has curves in every place it should be and I don't really care about my mates figure, she is perfect for me. Next time was 1 year after, I saw baby with her, boy with blue eyes, he was most beautiful baby I have seen. She was crying, happy tears and even then she looked incredibly dazzling woman. After that, my dreams for long time wasn't happy, it was sad and painful, I felt it with my own heart, she was really unhappy, someone hurt her all the time. Few years dreams were bad most of the times, but not the times when I saw that incredible little boy, when he was walking or trying to talk, then she was cheerful and I felt happy even in my dreams. Time went and I saw her with 2 kids, little beautiful girl joined them. I have no idea, does Moon Goddess is sending my dreams to see my future? But I would never allow my mate to feel unhappy and unloved as i felt her in our mate bond. For now, it's mostly painful dreams and I feel how my chest hurts often.

"Buddy, we will soon know what it means. Patience, Johnatan is the key." said my wolf Blaze.

" I hope so, Blaze. I'm trying really hard, it's been so many years since the dreams started. I'm worried about our mate." I said with heavy hurt.

"I know, human. It's not easy for me too." Blaze said and blocked me. I know and I feel it's hard for him too, but I also feel he knows something more, maybe Moon Goddess have told him, what dreams mean? Anyways, I hope he is right and soon I will find out everything. I step out off my private plane and I can see that my Beta Colton is already waiting me next to my Mustang Shelby. I love that car.

"Hey, bro, no luck again?" Colton says and I know it's with sadness, he is waiting to meet our future Luna too.

"Yup." My answer is short, I dont't want to talk about it.

We drive home from airport and I already see my parents waiting me on pack house porch. They are very good leaders of SilverBlood pack, my mother and Luna Diane, my father's name is Ben, he is one of best Alphas in world and it's no miracle our pack is second biggest in member rating, it's about 3000 people for now, numbers are growing every day, some finds their mate and stays here with them, some pups are born.

"Johnatan, can we go talk in my office, please?" my dad asks.

"Of course, let's go in, Alpha." I say and we walk to his office in first floor, every omega and warrior greeting us on our way there.

I love how our pack is strong and others are afraid of us, but inside, everyone of our member is important and we try to be friendly with everybody, no matter of rating.

"Son, we were talking and we would like to offer you living in our apartment in Williamsburg for a while, you should take a break from mate hunting. We can see it's been hard for you, you look very tired. It's 3 bedrooms, spacious, if you remember, when we stayed there 10 years ago. Relax and have fun in the city, I know it will be good for you." Alpha said.

" It actually sounds good, dad. I would like to take a break and start again after few months, with more power and luck, hopefully." I answered.

"Then it's decided. You can leave tomorrow. You can take your Beta Colton with you, if you need him there. I should go, it's some pack buisness, my beta Andrew mind linked me already." my father said and left office.

"Hey, my parents suggested to take a break from mate hunting and go to apartment in Williamsburg for some time, are you coming with me?" I mind linked Colton.

"Of course I'm in, when?" Colton answered really fast and I heard excitment in his voice. He is 2 years younger than me, so he just turned 18 and isn't very worried about finding his mate.

"I think we should go tomorrow, let's not waste any time". I told him and blocked mind link, I have to take shower and relax after long trip from Moscow.