Jared
"I will tell you the answer tomorrow."
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The sentence that makes me so nervous. I don't know how to describe my feeling yesterday, I was so embarrassed? sad? happy?
I can't even describe it with any words. To be honest, I am mentally and physically ready to ask her to be my girlfriend yesterday. I waited for that event to actually ask her but my plan got ruined by her ex-husband, Elijah. I'm not mad but can't help feeling disappointed.
I wanted to date Alexa since I asked her for prom back there but I don't have any guts to tell. I was so shy and got no confidence to confess my feeling. I thought me and her will get into the same university and maybe I would tell her that time but it's not happening. I got a University in Columbia while Alexa got in New York. I am so heartbr
