I stared at the test, my eyes blinking rapidly, willing for the two pink stripes to just disappear. This is not happening. Don't get me wrong. I am so crazy happy and am jumping like a crazy lunatic in my head. Just in my head. Physically, I am shaking.
Our wedding was like 8 months ago and Caleb was busy training for an internatinal swim title. He's in Colorado Springs at the moment. He'd be there for about a month more. We're both super busy and I'm not sure we're ready for a baby. Heck, Caleb just turned 23 two months ago! That's way too young to become a father. Not when he looks like a very well-built 17 year old. His face still looks like a teenager. There were times when he got carded entering a club where the bouncer said that he can follow his 'big sister'(and that would be me!)
