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Katie's POV
He kissed me, silly me kissed him back. What was I thinking, why would I let my body take over in that moment. Oh god , he taste so good, he taste like strawberry and chocolate. I shouldn't like it, I shouldn't want more but damn my life I do. He's younger than me, Seth said he's 26. I feel so stupid for responding back to him, my sister caused this. It wouldn't have happened if she hadn't lured me there. I make sure to stay clear of him for the next few days, I crave him. I can still feel the sensation his lips gave me, I want more of what he could do to me with that mouth of his. This is f****d up, I came here to heal not get into another situation ship, Seth has apologized a few times and I finally agree to forgive her. But she won't stop trying to talk me into testing the water with him, she wants me to have fun without putting too much of meaning. But damn my life, Im never someone to do things like this without feelings or expectations. I know Im falling for him without even trying to and if I go along with this I'll fall deeper than I should. I can't get hurt again so I'm just going to stay away from him.
William's POV
I knew I f****d it up the moment she ran out, ive not seen her since then. It's f*****g four days now and I haven't set my eyes on her. Im losing my mind, she is purposely staying away from me, I would also. I called Seth to ask if she's okay and she said she is okay but thinking about what happened. She's scared cause she doesn't do casual and she believes i just want casual. She thinks we can't work out cause of our age differences, she thinks she's not worthy of love cause she has kid's already. Only if she knows ive already fallen deep for her, I crave her in every way possible. Damn, I've never felt this way before. There's been gossip about us, gossip about William losing his mind over the pretty girl. Many girls are angry i choose an older person over them but who cares. I can't sit here and keep grieving for my loss without trying everything I can, Im not giving her up. Not even her can stop me from getting her. Im coming for you Katie, Im gonna make you mine.
Katie's POV
I've been really down this days, I miss him so much but I'm know Im doing the right thing by not letting this get anywhere, we're nothing yet so it won't cut deep. I keep telling myself that but I feel like I lost some part of me, my divorce isn't even one of my worry anymore. I stop going to places I know he'll be, I stop going to the gym in the morning so I don't see him. Today is not any different, Im back from gym, took my bath and decided to go for a walk. I don't feel like dressing up much so I put on my black joggers and a sweatshirt. Was halfway through my walk when I spot him, my sinfully looking fantasy standing in front of me looking perfect in a black linen trouser and shirt. All I want to do is run into his arms and ask him to wreck me. I made to turn back but he held my hand before I could. His voice came out almost pleading to let us talk, the look in his eyes was of longing for something he doesn't know but doesn't want to lose.
William's POV
I saw her and my world seems to cave in from fear of never getting to love her the way she deserves. I held onto her pleading with my eyes to talk to her. She finally gave in, I took her to my house and promise myself to behave. I like you Katie, a lot I blurted out, I might be falling in love with you already. I want you, all of you. I want to make you feel things, I want to hold you like a treasure that you are. She sighed, then talk. You don't even know me, she said. Then let me know you, I want to learn you, every part of you. You're younger than me, William. This is nothing but infatuation and it'll pass before you know it. I know what I feel, Katie. I keep yearning for you, you can't tell me you don't feel the same. So what if I do, it's not going to lead to anywhere. I don't do casual, I don't know how to not get my heart involved in things like this. I can't do just s*x, William and in the end I'll end getting hurt. You're young and you'll move on, I'll be the one thinking about it. I understand her, she has every right to think like that, a coward she build with for years left her like she meant nothing. I was fuming when Seth told me, but I would never do that to her. I would never break her heart. I told her that and she said to earn her if I want her, to make her believe in love that doesn't hurt and she'll be mine. I made it my life goal right there to do just that, to love this woman back into believing in love.
Hi guys, do you think William will be able to make Katie change her mind or will Katie break first and give into her desires.
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