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It’s been one week since the passing of Ivan. Whensomeonediesyousuddenlycannotremember the bad that they did to you. You only remember the good and the evil disappears unless youareusing anger and frustration as your coping mechanism.
I could only think of the good moments that we spent together, school party, Ivan asking me outand the entire school cheering us on. It was sucha good day.Now that he is no more I just want to remember him as a good soul and make peace with it. I am not a saint but I know for a fact that holding a grudge takes a lot of energy, a lot of pent up anger you have to accumulate to form itinto a grudge. I can either forget it or live with agrudgefortherestofmylifetryingtotakerevenge from someone that is no more alive. Ialso acknowledge that I went through
