Chapter 19

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2 Week Later “Dustin’s p.o.v.” I’ve been drinking for god knows how long, had two fist fights with a couple brothers. I’ve slept at the clubhouse every night so far. I couldn’t bring myself to go back to my own house when I knew she’d be there. So much for having a refuge! This is why you don’t f*****g shack up. God! How I missed her. But my demons been in overdrive, my PTSD has started to kick up as well, I keep having flashbacks. The sun was brightly shining on my face this morning as I rolled over in my queen size bed, I shouted “Prospect!” A few moments later the curtain closed an I was in darkness again. I squeezed the bottle in my hand tightly, I thought I was dreaming again but I wasn’t sure. Its been like this every night since she hasn’t been by my side. My PTSD was going crazy. Sleep took me over again. *Dream Start* I was back in Afghanistan again. Laying on my cot sweating my balls off in the middle of now where waiting for new orders to be radio in, as I was staring at the tent ceiling I could hear my platoon mate whistling as he cleaning out a rifle. I heard someone yell “HERE THEY COME MOTHER-FUCKERS! TAKE COVER!!!” That’s when the bombs started dropping an I rolled off my cot, hitting the ground hard, as I crawled to my rifle. That’s when I heard her yell out my name so sweetly, her beautiful voice filled with extreme worry, she was afraid of something. An I knew I needed to find her to keep her safe, but the bombs were landing all around us. I screamed out orders to the soldiers around me. As I started looking around for her, when I got to my feet. All of a sudden I was back at the beach holding my 9mm Smith & Wesson at the Chrome Devils president's head as he was on his knees infront of me. He had this smirk on his face as he laughed at me saying. “She’s all mine now. An there’s nothing you can do to stop me!” That’s when my demon just unleashed, I grabbed his throat in my hand an squeezed hard. I heard her voice again, “Dustin! Stop! Please!” I felt a sharp pain in my gut than an was pushed back hard, hitting the ground. *Dream End* My arm was pinned behind my back now as I started to struggle on the floor. Then I felt her warmth on my back, her boobs pressing firmly on my right shoulder using all her weight to hold me down. “Dustin please wake up! Your having a nightmare!” Her voice was now loud in my ear. Her wonderful scent filling my lungs calming me down. I stopped struggling an relaxed my body, opened my eyes. To see I was on the floor in my room at the clubhouse. Rylee’s grip on my wrist relaxed an finally released as she slowly got off my back. She scooted over to the wall an crawled up it coughing hard. She pulled open the curtain the sun light came pouring in as it lit up around her perfectly, she looked like an angel coming to finally take me. But she had a bright red hand print on her neck. She coughed a few more times as she stood by the wall. I got to my feet an stared at her neck, as I wiped the sweat from my forehead. “Rylee?” I said in a husky voice, her hand went up to me as to say stop. She gripped her other hand on her throat softly. I took a step forward towards her an she backed completely into the wall with a loud thud. I stopped moving, an said firmly. “I’m sorry it was an accident. I didn’t mean to hurt you, I’m out of weed my PTSD is kicking up. The nightmares are coming back. But I know it’s not an excuse.” She walked past me over to her bag on the small table in the room. I watched her closely, “Why are you here!? I told you to go home!” I said roughly to her back as she dug in the bag. She turned around to face me an she spoke. “Your grandmother called an said you never picked up your weed last week, so I went an got it for you! An came to give it to you. I should’ve listened to Ethan but I told him you’d never hurt me. Then you decided to attack me instead when I tried to wake you.” She coughed lightly again after speaking. Then she tossed the bag at me. Which I caught an started digging into it. I pulled out some gummies an ate a hand full. “What do you mean last week? I’ve only been here for 2 days?” I questioned her. “No, you’ve been here in a drunken stupor for two weeks now Dustin!” She hissed at me. She turned around an put everything back in her bag. Then put it back on her shoulder, then cleared her throat. “Did you read my texts?” She said nicely. “What texts?” I had no idea what she was talking about, let alone where my phone even was. “Fine! When you make a decision let me know!” she said then walking out of my room slamming the door. Guh.. this woman will be the death of me. I rubbed my hand over my face starting to feel the gummies doing their job. I was starting to relax, my devils started to settle back in their box in my memories. I found my phone on the nightstand. I hit in my code an it unlocked. I knew I had some missed messages from her that day. I just couldn’t stand to be near her then. I’ve been getting f****d up at the club house raging. I stumbled to my small bathroom, I flipped on the light an started the shower. I stripped off my dirty clothes, when I took my boxers off my d**k fell out hard as a rock. f**k! Just seeing her made me hard, I got in the shower an stood there with my hand on the wall as the hot steamy water fell onto my back. I rubbed my hand over my face an hair making sure everything was wet. Then I grabbed my d**k an started to jerk off. I needed a release, I was f*****g Rylee almost every chance I could get. I haven’t gone cold turkey from p***y since I retired from the military. Fuck! I slammed my fist against the shower wall, cause it wasn’t working even my own body rejected my needs cause it wasn’t her touch! I started to wash up when I heard the bedroom door slam closed again. Then the bathroom door flung open an I heard her voice. “f**k him! f**k you! Yes! You heard me correctly f**k BOTH YOU!” her demon hissed out, as the shower curtain flew open. Her body was radiating anger, my red hand print still visible on her neck. I could see her more clearly now infront of me, now that I was more stoned then drunk an in control of my senses again. She was wearing some black tight booty shorts, a black bra under a cut off white tank top her tummy hanging out with flip flops. f**k! I thought as I felt my d**k throbbing now. She just stared at me as my eyes drank her in as well. That’s when she stepped into the shower an smacked me hard! Snapping me out of it, her body was starting to get wet as she yelled at me. “HOW DARE YOU DO THAT TO ME! Work me up an leave me all exposed an feeling dirty an used! I am not just a to…” I just pushed her against the wall cutting her off as my lips smashed into hers. It was like she was a b***h in heat an I was a mutt that needed to f**k her. My body was actually aching for her, she fit in my hands perfectly like she was my missing puzzle piece. I heard her start moaning as we kissed an my hands followed the curves of her sweet body. I loved her body, she wasn’t a toothpick like most Cali girls. I loved that she was chubby, it gave me more to grip onto. I stepped back from her an started pulling her clothes off, I took her shirt off an she unclipped her bra. Her beautiful round breasts fell out, my dog tags laying flat in-between them. I pushed her into the wall again. Her soft breasts touching my wet chest. As my hands undid her shorts, my thumbs grabbing her shorts an panties all at once pushing it all down. I helped her take them off, I kissed my way back up her leg. I stopped at her p***y, pulling her leg over my shoulder as I went to town. She dug her fingers into my hair an pulled tight which made me suck on her c**t harder. She moaned out even louder this time, I made her climax all over my face twice before I stopped my assault. I had to help steady her as I got back to my feet. My eyes met hers, she was wearing make up cause it was all running off her face from the heat an steam that was growing in the small room. I could see her eyes were all red an puffy as if she’s been crying for days. f**k, I thought she’s been crying cause I haven’t been there. I wrapped my arms around her body pulling her close, I rubbed my thumb over her eyes removing the makeup. “Don’t hide your beautiful face with this crap!” I demanded. Then kissed both her eyes followed by her forehead. I softly whispered into her ear, “No, more tears. I’m here now. I love you Angel. I’m sorry.” She wrapped her arms around my neck an kissed me, I bent over an scooped her up in my arms slamming her into the shower wall again. An with one hard thrust up I was balls deep in my own personal heaven with her again. This I thought, was my peace, my light in the darkness. An I needed it to survive like we need air to breath.
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