Chapter 13
1375 Words
“Dustin’s p.o.v”
I staggered into the bathroom an leaned over the toilet an took a piss with the door open as my hand was on the wall steadying myself. When I was finished, I opened the shower door starting the water. Man, was I f****d up. I turned an looked at myself in the mirror, I can’t believe it.
I actually beat the s**t out of my long time boi cause he tried to shame my angel like that. An when I was done, I stripped him of his center patch for disrespecting me like that. Everyone just stood there an watched me rage on him like I was possessed.
Then I came home an devoured my angel trying to find my way back to the light that’s become her smile in my life. But I really f****d up, I said those three words I’ve never said before. How is she going to react? Did I love her or was it just the night of events!?
The anger I felt leaving here earlier, then heavy drinking at the club house why’ll Ethan an I smoked my yum yum blunt that s**t is potent. Or was it when my feelings coming out to Ethan about when that sweetbutt tried to suck me off when we first got to the clubhouse an I couldn’t get hard, then d**k head had to share his opinion like that. I was just so angry again after he said that stuff to me, then I beat him up. Then left the club house an had to get back to her.
I lost four cops on my way home, thank God I took the bike tonight. I rubbed my still bloody cut up hand on my face. Then took the peroxide on the counter pouring it over my hands. I then staggered back into my bedroom, she was just coming to the side of the bed. I grabbed her arm in my hand again. Softly pulling her to her feet, meeting her ice blue eyes. An my secrets fell out.
“Angle, look at me!” f**k she was really stoned. She focused her eyes on mine, I softly shook her in my hands! “Rylee! Focus baby girl!” I barked at her. She looked at me in this extremely seductive way. “Dustin! I want more." she cooed at me as her hands reached for my chest. God! Damn it! I have been waiting for this moment.
An we’re both f****d up! It’s the weed talking, but it still sounded nicely coming out her sweet red lips. “Rylee, Angel please listen. This isn’t what you think it is, Or at first it wasn’t. Angel I wanted you the moment I saw you get up off my bike okay, that is very true. But you are apart of the package, for me to get my President seat. Rylee are you listening to me!” she started touching my chest where her name was tattooed on me.
“Do you really love me?” she said so softly. I cooed back at her “Yes, Angel I believe I do now. But you need to know. Even if we drift apart we can never be fully rid of each other. Plus I’ll kill any other man that tries to touch you! Your it for me angel no other female will do it for me. I’ll never divorce you, or I’ll lose my throne an the pipeline do you understand?”
“What pipeline?” She said to me as she looked at me. f**k I could see my words weren’t getting through to her completely. I turned an pulled her into the shower with me, I washed her an then myself. She was starting to come down than a little. I pulled her closer again, an looked into her eyes as I dried her off with the towel.
We walked back into the bedroom an I put her in the bed. I stalked into the kitchen past my sleeping cousin Ethan on the couch with this brown haired girl sleeping on top of him. I put food from the grill on a plate, enough for my very stoned angel in the next room.
I stalked back into my bedroom with a fresh beer in my hand. Yeah I was f****d up but I didn’t care I needed it for this conversation! I closed an locked the bedroom door behind myself again. An got right back into the bed with her, handing her the plate of food.
“Are you okay? I’m sorry you had to fight because of me.” She said softly. “Angel, I’d do way more than that for you. Trust me its what ever. We good don’t worry. Eat!” I said nicely as I started smoking more. She started eating an I spoke more.
“Angel, we’re stuck together. So like I was saying. I can’t lie to you, my inner self won’t allow me too.. not with you!” she just nodded at me. “Prez said, if I take my throne you go with it. I don’t get one without the other. Because will lose the pipeline where all the drugs an guns come from that we run. Which generates revenue for the club. An I’m getting my throne! I’ve got plans to make changes. So when we get officially married in about month you know why. Yes, I’m starting to have feelings for you, I feel closer to you than I have ever been with anyone else.”
I paused an drank more of my beer an smoked more. Then continued on. “Logan will be here in two weeks, he’s challenging my claim on you. Saying he knew you first, an had staked his word on you first. Do you understand?” She nodded again just listening to me.
“I won’t blame you if you pick him, but I’m telling you everything now so he has nothing to hold over me. Just know I won’t go down without a fight angel. You have my mark, I was your first, you’ll be my last. So your mine. How do you feel about all this?” I asked nicely, I was ready for any comeback she had. This was her one time only I’d take it cause I did kinda f**k up, I half lied to her about the start of our relationship about why I needed her.
“So I am a trophy?” the words slipped out of her, cutting me like a knife in my heart. I turned to face her, holding her chin in my hand. An I responded immediately “At first yes, but I’ve fallen for you. You’ve stolen apart of my soul from me. When I have s*x with you, I’m making love to you everytime Angel, I’m hooked on you. I’ve never made love to someone before. Whatever you’d ask of me, I’d do without a second thought if it will keep you with me.” I poured my heart out to her. I needed to show her my demon needed her.
Something I’ve never done before with anyone. I moved the plate of food to the nightstand an pulled her into my arms. I kissed her cheek, then took her hand an put it on my raging hard c**k. “Rylee, you’ve broke me. My d**k won’t get hard anymore for anyone but you. Believe me angel I checked, go ahead an be mad!” Just this one night I’d be completely honest with her. Before I have to do whatever it takes to keep her, I needed her to see the real me, not just my demon.
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