Christine's POV
I wonder if Jonathan and I will ever be happy. It feels like every time we are about to confess our love to each other or to find some kind of happiness, something happens. I do not even know if I want to know if I am pregnant or not. I am afraid to be pregnant right now. It seems like there are too many secrets. It feels like I cannot win. I have a doctor's appointment. I know it sounds funny, a doctor with a doctor's appointment. I have done the tests myself, and they show that I am pregnant. I was ready to tell Jonathan, but now I am not sure if I want anybody to know that I am pregnant. What if they come after my baby? I do not trust Emma, and I too not trust Clara at all. It is one thing after another. I know Emma hates me. I know she does not want anything to do with
