All You Need Is Love

Chapter 4

                                                                     (Desire)

"Where the f**k you been?" Are the words I'm greeted with as soon as I enter the house.

"School ma" I say slowly.

Where else would I be?

Surprisingly she's not drunk.

But she's even worst when she's sober.

"Lil hoe don't lie to me... probably been somewhere f*****g my man"

She takes a long drag of her cancer stick.

She stands up from the couch then walks towards me.

Here we go.

"All the s**t I do for your dog ugly ass and you turn around and start f*****g my man." She says.

I've learn not to say anything to her when she's in one of these moods.

I just turn my head to the floor and wait for it to be over.

"Look at me when I'm talking to you b***h" she then proceeds to grab a hand full of my hair forcing me to look at her.

She takes another drag at her cigarette with her free hand.

"I should've aborted you when I had the chance" she says then forcefully pushes me away.

"I need a f*****g drink" she says then grabs her car keys and leaves the house.

I slowly walk up to my room.

Not really feeling nothing.

Last time was worst.

Before I can close my room door good Dennis appears in the doorway.

I don't have time for this s**t right now.

"Who was that nigga you got out of the car with?" He asks.

I completely forgot about the surprisingly nice gesture Jacari did today.

How did Dennis see that?

"Just some boy who offered me a ride" I say.

Not that I really need to explain myself to him.

"You f*****g him?"

I ignore the question.

I guess Dennis didn't like that too much because the next thing I know is I'm laying on the floor holding my face.

I blacked out after the 5th punch.