CRYSTAL POV
It had been four days since Ryan left. And somehow, it felt worse now than it did the day he actually walked away.
At first, it was just shock, it started with some kind of numbness that I thought I could ignore if I stayed in bed long enough, if I buried myself under the covers and pretended the world beyond this my dorm didn't exist. But who was I deceiving?
Because the more I stayed it, the more suffocating and painful it becomes, it felt something was sitting right in the middle of my chest that I couldn't push off no matter how hard I tried.
I missed him, not just him. But I missed everything.
The way his voice have the authority to silence the whole training ground, without needing to scream, just that one word was enough. The way I could feel his presenc
