RYAN POV I sat in my office, staring out at the park grounds through the large window. The view that used to bring me pride and calmness now felt like a weight on my chest, suffocating me in every way possibcurseter weeks of being back here, I hadn't remained the same. I was don't, more lackadaisical, and my thoughts were messy and endless. The chair creaked under my weight as I leaned back, dragging my hand roughly through my hair. The familiarspirallinggggggrth, and distant rain from the open window did nothing to calm the restlessness inside me. My wolf was pacing around constantly, restless and agitated, snarling at nothing and everything at the same time. He missed her, he missed Crystal with a ferocity that bordered on madness. And no matter how many times I told myself th

