CRYSTAL POV
But it did. It mattered more than I wanted it to.
Voices broke out around me, student asking different questions, confusion spreading quickly through the crowd.
But I barely heard any of it. Because all I could focus on, was him. He is living just like that.
Without warning, heads up, or prior noticed? My didn't he tell me when he called me behind? Because I didn't matter again?
The thought made my chest tightened painfully.
I swallowed hard, trying to balance myself, trying to push the feeling down before it showed, before anyone noticed.
Why does this hurt?
I shouldn't care, I told myself that, over and over.
I shouldn't, and he shouldn't. He rejected me, he made his choice.
So why, why did it feel like something was being pulled out of me righ
