Bellina’s Diary

Trust me please

She wasn’t expecting the kiss , her hands tugged on the sides of his shirt , unsure of what to do, this was her first kiss and her brain felt fuzzy, she went blank and could only find herself responding to the invasion of her lips after a good thirty seconds they were both finding it difficult to breathe ,which caused Zain to withdraw and hug her tightly without giving room for any conversation.

“Hey, Bel said trying to get her mind together , Zain pulled back to look at her “hey, he said looking at her straight in the eye . The bodyguard who had been watching from a corner walked up to them “ miss , he said ,”Can you take the car , I’ll be with her,Zain interrupted “ Wait !!, Bel panicked and rushed into the car to get her bag ,Zain took the key to stop her from trying to drive off he handed it to the guard , Bel walked out of the car and without a word moved to the shore of the river , she let her legs into the river while trying to listen to how the wind blew past her making her hair look dishelved but it indeed look like a beautiful messy hair, She felt his presence as he took a place beside her and sat there looking at her, she ignored the urge to look at him and talk to him and rather pretended like he wasn’t there , after a while she couldn’t bear it as he kept tucking her hair behind her ear as the wind kept blowing,” I’m okay, she said before finally looking at him and didn’t know she had started crying and decided let it out, He watched her cry and it made his heart ache , he pulled her her close and kept patting her on the back ,he had no idea of what had made her this vulnerable but was hoping she would trust him and yes he needed to let her know the kiss wasn’t random and it just happened and he realised how much he wanted her and claim her. When he felt her body go slack on him he checked to see she had fallen asleep, he chuckled at the sight “she fell asleep while crying and he felt like she was a little girl , carrying her bag on his shoulder he carried her to his car and tucked her,adjusting the seat and buckled the seat belt , he left a kiss on her forehead and he felt her hand grazed his body and saw she was holding on to his shirt , he looked at her, she seemed to be sleeping peacefully, he gingerly tugged his shirt out of her grip and went to the driver’s seat, after driving for 3 miles , they arrived at his vacation villa , when his father had gifted him the house on his 16th birthday he had promised to come there when he has a girlfriend but here he his with the girl who has his heart but has not accepted him and he hoped things could work out, he looked at her as she had been asleep all through the ride ,she seemed to have been sleep deprived seeing the way she was in deep sleep, he carried her gingerly and after opening the door with his card which he had managed to hold under his thumb , he layed her on the bed , removed her shoes, and tucked her in, he went back to the car to get her belongings , a small container fell off and he bent to pick , he read the name and was startled “ why was she having an anti depressant,he went back to look at her sleep,after making a few calls he got on the bed and watched her sleep,Looking at her plum lips which was glossy her long lashes ,it was natural unlike most girls ,she’s the most beautiful girl he had ever seen, she has a mole behind her ear and her neck ,she looked so fragile and beautiful , her black wavy hair which reached her waist layed sprawled on the pillow , she frowned from her sleep and he heard her breathing change, he was alarmed she was having a bad dream, he shifted closer to her and patted her on the back and he felt her snuggle close to him, he grinned from ear to ear with her cute actions,she felt like a little cute baby against his broad chest .

“It wasn’t intentional!!, Ethel screamed, she was being questioned by the school counsellor and all she had to do right now was to prevent things from escalating and the thoughts of her father finding made feel like she was suffocating,” I’m sorry you’ll be in detention for the next one week “ please can you keep this under wraps I don’t want my father finding out, she said the counsellor Could see through her anxiousness and suspected some underlying issues all she cared about was the News not reaching her father she had studied most of the student and she felt this particular one was traumatised and there’s high chance of abuse looking at the scars on her hand which she didn’t fail to noticed and the way her eyes were so lost , “ I promise, the counsellor said she needed to help her since there’s high chance her father is connected to her anxiety she looked pale , she had admit to what she did explain her reasons and how ashamed she was , Miss Dante herself felt she could relate to her as she herself has a huge paste and the fact that she was a grand daughter to a German auto company billionaire, she had caught herself out as she wanted to live her life .

Leilah was with Anthony who had informed her of where her sister was,”I possibly don’t know what is wrong but I feel guilty she needs me but I wasn’t even there ,I’m a bad sister’ she sobbed Anthony who was insure of how to put her in a better mood looked at her awkwardly,” would you go with me to me cabin it’s just a 5 minutes from there to where she is “ Anthony said and recieved a nod from her before they both left school, they missed their classes for the day , everyone in school couldn’t stop talking about what happened ,the principal had informed the students to not spread rumours and instead pay attention to their coming exams and prepare for summer holiday which was just a month away

Smelling the cologne mixed with a manly scent she tugged at the shirt she had on her grip before coming in contact with a hard surface it took her few seconds that it wasn’t a wall but a person’s chest , she shot her eyes open looking up she saw him staring right at her , her cheeks went red she pulled away quickly and sat up , she felt akward looking around she wasn’t familiar with the environment but it was so beautiful with the poolside view , “ where am i ?, she asked “ my place ,Zain replied looking at her like she was a lost cute puppy, “ sorry I fell asleep. , she tried to recollect what had happened but the last thing she remembered was that she was at the river shore and he was there with her , she remembered the kiss and cheeks turned red, his face came so close to her’s and before she could think of anything she kissed him , suprised that she followed her intrusive thoughts,she quickly withdraw but he pulled her back kissing her this time “ how can he taste so good “this was her second kiss thesame day and she could not think of what to do ,He pulled back and looked at her “ I know you have a lot to say but I want you to trust me, I really want to be there for you and make you happy,could you at least trust me please?? And I’m not going to but pressure on you, I’m going to let you make your decisions but first can you trust me enough to tell me what made you like this “ he asked with a worried expression , looking at him speechless ,she sighed “ Can you give me sometime please?,she asked “ I’ll be on the front side , Leilah and Anthony are close by ,he said leaving the room