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AmosIt went against everything in me to leave her, crying alone in the shower, but she told me to. I had to listen. I knew it wouldn’t be easy dating Alma. Though knowing something and living through it is very different.
Last night went from the best night of my life to one of my worst.
I can’t stop thinking about us together. We were perfection. I’ve had s*x plenty of times with several women, but it never came close to that. What I experienced with Alma was more than s*x. It was an out-of-body experience with more satisfaction and love than I’ve ever felt. Nothing will ever top that connection, and I believe that wholeheartedly, deep within my soul.
At twenty-seven years old, I felt true love for the first time.
I’m mad, though I have no right to be.
I’m hurt, though I know her
