Guilt
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*you are your own enemy you can ask for forgiveness and it will be granted God is so loving but, the trick is forgiving yourself too many have failed to understand this concept*
Guilt is driven into your mentality
Michael watched her fight herself. She was so smart and yet why would she punish herself?
Stop fighting it he told her. It was bad choice of words he should have been clearer but, he wasn't allowed to tell her. Just lead her.
"Yes stop fighting"
He saw his brothers eyes glow. Their words meant different but, she took them the same.
She was crying yet again. Her heart in pain. Her mind questioning. Why?
She's smart and yet stupid you know.
She is just a child
Lost
Confused
Why does father torture them so?
He doesn't if you come home he would explain.
No father cast me out he did it not me
Guilt and pain and sadness.
She wanted to die and she tried so many times but, he stopped her.
If she killed herself he couldn't save her after.
That will seal the deal.
Just let her die I promise I won't hurt her... Much
He laughed
Father has faith
Father can have what's left of her
Dirty seconds
He laughs harder.
"Just kill yourself!"
He fumed.
He watched her. She was trying to decide how to do it.
"Gun?"
No too messy I can't do that to my family.
Jump off bridge?
No statistics say there is survival plus I don't want to responsible for more deaths or some crash catastrophic event.
Die b***h no one wants you.
No one cares.
Why do you care about them?
Just get it over with
"She has a heart that is why brother"
Michael was beside him.
She doesn't
Shut up
I swear father is a sadistic bastard who enjoys watching me like this.
I have other people to destroy. You can't save them all
He disappears.
Michael says "you deserve better... Fight you are strong.. you been through worst... Comeon" he sees her tears dry and she smiles. "I deserve to live" she opens up her Bible and reads and prays. You may have given up on me but, I still believe one day you will accept me?"
Still doubt
Her spark was enough to see hope. He had to have faith.
He sees darkness surround her again. Dimming her light. It covered her like a blanket and the demons tormented her.
Satan I rebuke you in name Jesus and they disappeared.
He sighed if only it worked on his brother she be at peace.
He saw his brother toying with her. Reminding her trying to get some control over her.
She was strong she could be stronger.
- Writer
