Warrior or survivor?

Life.

I dont know how to express my emotions,

so i express them through poetry.

When i know people won't even know what i mean.

I don't live in a fancy house with chandelier -

hanging, I dont wear fancy clothes -

with glitter sparkling.

Basic is what i like,

and this is my life.

I'm just a teenager.

A girl with no will to live.

My life revolved around,

singing, dancing, writing, poetry,

just music.

I grew up watching hannah montana,

in my parents bedroom tv.

Foring my dad to buy me dvds.

Im brave.

At least thats what he said when he first saw me.

I do have battle scars on my hand,

but they are invisible.

If the world see's it,

then i'll be accused for taking away attention.

Thats how life works.

"Doing it for fame!"

"Doing it for the sake of people!"

but no one knows the real reason behind it.

I did it all just to survive.

Survive in the air which is fresh.

I'll turn older,

but my inner child won't.

I'll stay toxic,

but not for the one who are mine,

forevermore.

Forever is a word we believe in,

but we can never achieve it.

Wish we could,

but i can't complain.

This is life.

And there is no harm in worrying about today,

tomorrow, past, or future.

But there is no harm in also forgetting about all -

those, and focusing on the current,

Its life.

And as my favorite movie said,

"this is the life, hold on tight, its a climb."

So life is just a game.

Choose the characters wisely,

You are the main character,

in the THE LIFE you desire.