That's when it hit me - it was fake. I had been so caught up in enjoying the moment that I forgot about the reality. This 'dream' wedding, the 'perfect' man and this lifestyle I was looking forward to was all fake, and in a year it would be over. "My 365 day countdown begins," I murmur in Xavier's ear, he chuckles lowly. The song soon ends and we spend most of the afternoon greeting Xavier's family. "Mr Russo's here," Xavier says to me, I quickly finish my conversation with Jodie and we make our way toward him. He greets me with a hug, "Your ceremony was so beautiful, I never thought Xavier here could have a romantic bone in his body." he laughs. "Yeah his vows surprised me too," I say honestly. "I can tell you're very eager to get this contract signed, boy." M Russo says, putting hi

