Sophia [After she left Matthew’s apartment on Valentine's Day.] I sulked all the way back to my apartment. What is wrong with me? It's not like I didn't know he had a girlfriend. She is so gorgeous and perfect for him. How can I compete with her? “Snap out of it!” I scolded myself. I am not this person. I cannot be pining over a man I can't have. I am better than this. I am a Golding for f**k’s sake. I took out my phone and saw he sent me a message to apologize that he had to cancel our movie night. He didn't know she was coming to see him. Why must he always be so sweet? After I sent my reply, I called my mom. She is my best friend and I can tell her anything. I already mentioned someone I liked, but didn’t go into detail because I know he is taken. “Hey baby girl. Shouldn't you be ou

