Reyn POV
It's been a few hours, and I feel completely numb to everything.
It's like alcohol doesn't affect me anymore... not one bit.
I want to get drunk. I want something to make me forget everything, just for a little while.
My parents were wrong...
They used to say I'm their lightness, but I'm not.
I sided with the darkness a long time ago, and I didn't even realize it.
In the darkness, I bloom. In lightness, I fade.
~~~ Flashback ~~~
"You okay?" Damon comes to me
"Yeah, just thinking..."
"That's how you think? Are you trying to induce yourself into an alcoholic coma?"
He gets closer, and I let him. He's trying to reassure me, to make me feel better. I don't push him away, and he takes this as a sign... a sign to get closer, and he does.
He's sitting right next to me,
