I was in love with a Ghost .

I was in love with a ghost part 4 .

I thought it was high time that andrew could see the modern world of the twentieth century on the Internet and we both sat down and I showed him how far homosexuality had come on since the eighteenth century. Andrew was amazed and in disbelief as to what he was watching gay men drinking together and gay clubs and LGBT groups I of course had to explain a lot to him which was far too much to take in and digest all at once. He said ' I really was born during the wrong times wasn't I '. I said ' I am sorry I really am but the world is constantly changing as it will when even I am gone. ' 

He said my father thought I was possessed by demons because of my love for my man servant and Look at all of this going on in the world today. 

He said to me ' so what about you Porsha what do you like men or women ' I laughed or I am in to guys I said but who is going to fancy me stuck in here? . ' He looked at me confused and said '  you could do more with yourself like put your hair up and just be you. ' 

We were on the Internet for hours just looking at the modern world and I was getting tired and sleepy. I went to bed and andrew went up the attic to study more of his fathers book. I think andrew wanted to know more about his fathers works and why he ended his days writing about the Occult and why he put his one and only child through an exorcism that killed him. 

Because andrew was chained up for so long and only fed water and bread his Insides bloated and with the distress of the exorcism Andrew's heart gave up and he died. I think andrew was looking for some sort of apology from his dad in the book and I personally feel his dad turned to the Occult because he gave up on god for letting his son die and be tempted by the sin of homosexuality. 

The following day myself and andrew hid away from my tutors and house staff and we would just walk around the house talking and go to places that not even the house staff knew about. I knew the whole history of the house and I knew about the paintings and statues of the Occult and unholy that would be worth a fortune if museums and historical society's wanted to purchase them if they even knew about them after all they were from the eighteenth century and their heritage dates back to lets just say another time. 

The staff contacted my parents to tell them that I had gone missing and they searched the whole house looking for me. The staff were very upset and uneasy about what was going on in the house as of late with Miss Frost experiencing supernatural elements in the house and since andrew came along there was a cold presence in the house that all the staff were very unnerved by including myself to be honest. 

When I did make an appearance the staff were annoyed with me and called my parents straight away to never ever do that again. I was going on fifteen in a months time and I was being told off by the staff that lived in my house. All I can say is thank god for Andrew or where ever he came from. Andrew would make the lights shake and he make things go missing and poor old miss Orange the cleaner she would wash the floors until they were gleaming and andrew would walk all over her floors making them dirty. Miss Orange would drop her mop and run for her life. Andrew loved to frighten the staff and me and andrew were in hysterics over this but it was so wrong to scare people. 

Andrew wanted to go out of the house and explore after all he could not be seen and he wanted to see the modern world for real instead of seeing it on the Internet. I told him it would have to be a Saturday  as Saturdays were mine to do as I wanted but because I had no friends and no social circle I never really left the house except some days when I felt I just needed to get out and stretch my legs and get some air but my existence was very isolated and One of fear really fear of the world. 

It would be difficult walking about with a ghost next to me and talking to nothing so I used my walk man so then people would think I was listening to music and singing along to it. Saturday came and we went for that walk outside the house staff were very concerned that I was leaving the residence and my parents who were home for a change told me not to wander too far and not to be long after all I was only going on for fifteen years of age. 

Out we went and the weather was lovely and warm and andrew was looking at all the men and I could see how free he looked and happy just to be alive and not dead. Andrew loved the modern world the shopping malls and the city and the diners he loved how bright everything was and colourful the people the shops, the trees , he could not get over this modern world and he was blown away by it all. Andrew jumped on me and hugged me for waking him up to which I fell over on the floor in a heap. People ran to pick me up and I was so angry with andrew that I screamed ' don't jump on me ' People walked away from me as if I had just escaped from a mental Institution. 

We sat down in a bar where I had a cola and Burger while andrew watched and andrew was loving this new life but I was so concerned for him because he should not be in this life and I was the person who brought him here and I was responsible for him. 

Andrew caught the eye of a guy on the next table and he informed me that for the past twenty minutes this guy had been looking at me. He kept on about it and told me to get a grip and go over and see him. I said ' andrew , this is not the eighteenth century ' . No andrew replied it's a much better one and you need to get your ass over there and communicate with him he's hot' . I would not go over to this cute guy looking at me with his friends and I would not even look his way but with andrew being andrew he some how got his napkin to fly from the guy's plate right onto my face. The young guy came over to me and apologised and with a bright red face I said ' oh it's not a problem really ' . The young guy said ' how did that happen there's no wind about ' . The young guy came straight out with it and said ' Can I get your number please ' to which I said ' oh well the thing is ' when my drink spilt all over the table , of course this was andrew getting me to give him my number. I replied you have a spare napkin and I wrote my number on it and we left. 

You see andrew said I have been outside with you for one day and I get you a hot cute guy now andrew said you need to take me to the gay venues. I replied but nobody can see you ' , Well andrew said ' I want to see them for myself in the modern day of your world. ' I said ' look andrew I don't want you to get too attached to this world because I don't know what the consequences are for us' . Andrew replied ' You let me deal with the consequences.