The Sweet Kind of Wrong

CHAPTER 7

JANE

"Luke spent the night at your house?" Erika asks yelling for the all students to hear, thank God we're at the corner of the cafeteria.

"Shh!" I cover her mouth immediately.

"Okay sorry. So how was it?"

What?

Does she think we slept together? Oh hell no! Not happening anytime soon, well not happening like ever.

"How was what?" I ask.

"Duh! I mean-" I immediately cut her short.

"No, no, no, that didn't happen and it'll never happen, never ever," I coo reassuring her. I'll never have s*x with Luke. I'm never going down that road ever. The last thing I want is allowing myself to fall for Luke and end up being heartbroken in the process while he gets to move on and looks for other girls. I don't think I'm strong enough for that.

I do want to have a boyfriend and experience things like other girls my age but the heartbreaks, they scare the hell out of me.

"Jane, you don't need to hide things from me, you can tell me anything. I'm your friend, aren't I?" She remarks.

"Yes I know that but nothing happened and nothing is going to happen anytime soon."

"Meaning it will happen eventually," She states.

"No!" I exclaim. "Rika, I like him yes, he's a cool guy but that doesn't mean I'm going to sleep with him, I'll never make that mistake, ever."

"But..."

"No buts, Rika," I say.

"Okay fine, not another word but please tell me everything. How was it? I mean waking up in the arms of the Greek God? It must be amazing," She says. "The guy is freaking hot so please give me something, don't leave me hanging, please."

"Well, it was amazing, nothing felt wrong at all," I say in a very short sentence.

"Of course it was, we're talking about Luke Williams here, the sexy Greek God of Dominican High," she muses.

My friend is crazy, really crazy, not long ago she was telling me to stay away from Luke because he's a player now she's happy because Luke spent a night at my house. Erika is not to be trusted.

"Yes, but he's a heartbreakers so I'm not taking that chance."

"Yeah, we don't want Hope to rearrange your face now, do we?" She says.

"Who's Hope?"

"She and Luke had a thing going but I don't know if they're still seeing each other or not."

"First, she'll never rearrange my face, it'll be the other way round and I won't be fighting for a boy, I'll be teaching her a lesson, I ain't gonna be any body's punching bag," I tell her, she laughs her lungs out.

"You go girl."

The bell rings indicating for us to go back to class, Erika has a business class while I have Physics, Luke is in my class. Why did I choose the same subjects as his? I'm excited to see him though but I'm a little nervous.

"I'll see you after school, friend," Erika says leaving the cafeteria in a hurry. I gather my stuff and make my way to Physics class. I get to my class, it's already full of other students. I mean the bell just rang and they're already here. I look around around and realize the only seat that's empty is at the corner, there's two empty seats actually. I hate sitting at the corner but I have no choice today. I head to the corner and sit there. A guy comes and sits next to me.

"Hi! I'm Julian," he introduces himself with a British accent if I'm not mistaken, he has cute brown eyes, black long hair nice pink lips but nothing like my Luke.

My Luke?

I've already declared him mine without his consent but whatever, he's my Greek God.

"Jane," I say with a light smile and take my books out.

"So Jane, you're seeing anyone?" Julian asks, his hand slightly touching mine.

"She's seeing me, moron, move," Luke orders him with a serious expression plastered on his face. The look in his eyes screams 'I'll kill you, bitch.' When did he get here?

Julian does as he's told and Luke sits next to me immediately overshadowing my small body with his bold one.

"You should be careful around such guys," he states.

"Hi Luke!"

"Sorry, hi!" He muses with a grin. "Got my note?" He asks.

"Yeah, I saw it, thanks for leaving early though. That was very thoughtful of you."

"I aim to please though I would've loved to stay more and watch your beautiful face all morning. That would've made me very happy but I had to take what I got. Having you sleeping next to me cuddled up was amazing, having your pretty little head on my chest, your leg between my legs, your hand in mine and of course smelling your hair. Such a great feeling, soothing to the soul," he says.

All the while I'm listening to him talk, I'm even blushing. Does he really feel the same or it's just his way of getting between my legs? He's amazing though.

"I like seeing you like this," he continues.

"Like what?"

"Blushing, you're more beautiful when you blush," he says.

I blush even more looking down at my books pretending to read, he does the unexpected, he touches my thigh, I shiver at his touch, a wave of emotions rush through my body, butterflies running in my stomach. I'm not wearing heavy clothes today, I'm wearing a biker shorts, a crop top and shirt, it's big but manageable, I left it open.

"What are you doing?" I ask him.

"What?"

"Your hand," I say, I can feel my liquids building up, soaking my panties.

"What about it?"

Seriously?

"Luke." I slightly try to move his hand from my thigh but he uses that as an opportunity to move to my core rubbing his fingers on my c**t through my shorts, I quietly gasp looking at him.

"What are you doing?"

"I can't wait to make you mine, Jane," he simply says sneaking his fingers inside my shorts and under my panties finding my sensitive bud. I sigh at the sensation actually enjoying what he's doing. I have no idea why I'm letting him touch me that way in class.

"Luke stop," I mumble in a low tone.

"You're wet, Jane," he mutters. "Wet for me, I can feel you, you're burning, you want me as much as I want you," he says separating my folds, indulging his finger into my little hole. I hiss, my cheeks burning, he pulls in and out of me, circling in a slow motion, rubbing my c**t with his thumb keeping the pressure, sending me to heaven. He increases the pace, I immediately cover my face, so others don't notice. I wonder where the physics teacher is, it's mean twenty minutes already.

Luke carries on with his attack adding another digit inside me, I gasp, moaning under my breath. Other students are busy making noise, no one is paying attention to what's happening. He moves faster bringing me closer to my o****m, I quickly grab hold of his thigh gripping his pants, he uses another hand to hold mine intertwining it with his, I squeeze it so bad as my walls clench around his fingers.

"Soak those fingers, baby," he murmers, "That's right, just like that."

"Mmh!" I immediately cover my mouth, preventing my moans. My walls clench tight around his fingers before I realize what's happening, a crazy o****m hits me like crazy, I tighten my grip on his hand. I suck in air, looking down, putting my fist on my mouth. He pulls out of me gently and puts his fingers inside his mouth and suck on them. He attempts to let go of my hand, I hold on to it.

"Don't," I mutter still looking down. "Don't let go," I add and he doesn't let go, he squeezes my hand.

That was amazing.

My inner voice says as I manage to gain control of my body and I let go of his hand, composing myself on my seat. I let out a long sigh.

"Someone was horny," he simply says looking at me.

"I am going to kill you. What if someone saw us? Or even worse, the teacher would've came in and caught us."

"Miss Moore isn't in today so free period. And don't act like you didn't enjoy it," he smirks, I can't help but blush biting my lower lip.

He's right though, I enjoyed it, I enjoyed every bit of it.

"I love how tighter you get when you come, Jane, it feels great being inside your tight walls. Just wish I didn't have to use only my fingers inside you." he stammers.

I'm blushing at his statement, he's good, really good. He knows how to please a girl, now wonder girls go crazy over him, he was born for this. I steal a glance at him and catch him looking at me with a grin on his face.

Oh my God! Am I falling for this guy? Would I be wrong to fall for him?

The bell rings, we all gather our books, the other students leave the class. Luke stands up with his backpack, I stand up after him since I'm in the corner. As I turn to walk away, he holds my wrist, pulling me towards him until our bodies touch then he holds my waist. I look around, the class is empty already, the was quick.

"I can't stop thinking about you," Luke says bringing my attention back to him.

"What?"

"I'm struggling, Jane, this friendship thing we got going on is killing me, I want you, I need you," he tells me.

"Luke, we can't do this..."

"Why not?"

"Because I-I'm not ready," I mutter.

He says nothing but his eyes are piercing into mine as if searching deep in my soul. Before I know it, I feel his soft lips on mine, I'm caught off guard at first but then my eyes just automatically close and I kiss him back. Our lips move slowly and gently and tender against each other as if savoring the moment. My hands fly to cup his face while he holds my waist. We kiss sensually with passion and need, like our lives depend on it. Our tongues intermingle, the more we kiss the more I want more of him.

"Mmh..." I moan into his mouth, loving the way he's holding me. My arms wrap around his neck, standing on my tips deepening the kiss. He pulls me towards him, wanting our bodies to collide.

"I want you, Jane," he says against my lips before biting my bottom lip making it swollen, his hand slide down my waist to my ass and he squeezes it making me squirm. It feels so good.

I don't want this to end, I want him so much. We kiss for a while until we both pull back and stare at each other, resting our foreheads together, catching our breaths.

That was amazing.

"That was amazing," he comments as if he read my mind. "Give us a chance, please," he pleads.

I want to, I really do but I'm scared. This is Luke Williams, not just an ordinary guy but a whole freaking sexy Greek god who drives everybody crazy, every girl, I'm sure the female teachers are attracted to him as well. Who wouldn't be attracted to this guy?

"Luke."

"Don't answer me now, take your time, sleep on it and when you have an answer you can tell me."

I nod looking into his ocean eyes that are so tempting sometimes. I bring my hands back his face and pull him for another kiss, he laughs against my lips, giving me goosebumps, sending more sweet electric feelings down my spine. He breaks the kiss looking down at me with a smile.

"I have to go to practice," he let's me know.

"Okay."

He plants a kiss on my forehead and stills for a few seconds then lets me go.

"And our Math practice?" I ask letting my hands off him.

"We'll start tomorrow morning, get here early," he says.

"Alright."

"Relax, you'll nail it, I'm here, I promise," he assures me squeezing my shoulder.

"Whatever you say, coach." That makes him grin even wider almost laughing at my state.

"Let's go," he says making a space for me to pass through. We leave the class, the school is almost empty, there's few people left. We stop at the same time looking at each other.

"See you tomorrow," he says.

"Sure, see you then."

"Make sure you call me if your mom is working a night shift again, I'll be your personal body guard."

"She is, actually but Erika is spending the night today, we will be busy with some things."

"What things?" He asks looking a bit suspicious.

"Ah... girl stuff."

"I'm sure I know a thing or two about girl stuff." He jokes.

"You know about menstruation?" I ask, he keeps quiet for a while, his smile morphs into pure disgust, I can't help but laugh.

"You're going to be talking about that?" He suddenly asks.

"Yes, and way more deeper."

"No, I don't want to know about that," he stammers.

"See you tomorrow, Mr Williams," I say back away.

"Fine, see you tomorrow but I'll text you or call you."

"Do what makes you happy," I walk away not looking back, when I'm in a distance I look back and realize he's still standing there looking at me with a side smile, I smile back before turning to another corner going to my counter. I put all my books in and take the ones I'll need then head to the parking lot.

"Jane, wait up," suddenly a voice I don't recognize calls out behind me. I look back and see the guy from the physics class, Julian.

"Hey!"

"Are you going home already?" He asks.

I don't know why but I feel the need to lie to him, I don't like him.

"No, I'll go home later with my mom, now I'm driving to the hospital, I'll wait for her there."

"Oh! I was wondering if we could go out sometime, I really like you and I'd like to know you better," he explains and my mind immediately thinks of Luke.

"Oh! That's sweet, really sweet but you saw what happened back there."

"You mean Luke? I'm not scared of him," he assures me.

"Yes, I'm sure you're not but I can't, I really can't, I'm sorry."

"Are you and him a thing?"

"I have to go, thanks for the invite though," I say walking away.

I don't know what it is about him but something is rather off but I can't put my finger on it. Whatever it is, it's not my problem so let me not stress about it. I have a whole request from Luke to think about, maybe I should talk to Erika about it.

No, not Erika, you know how she is. Don't tell her just yet.

After I get home, I lie on my bed thinking about what happened at school today. I keep replaying images of Luke touching me, kissing me and holding me like he'd never let me go. I find myself smiling at the thought of how I was holding his hand when I had my o****m. I miss his fingers inside me already. I reach for my phone and go to my i********: and look for him. I find his account and scroll down his photos, the guy is freaking hot, his friends are hot as well especially the one he's always with, I don't know his name.

I continue scrolling and suddenly I see a picture of him with a girl, beautiful girl I've ever seen, even more beautiful than Erika and Alexis, she is perfect, perfect for Luke, they look so good together, perfect body, she's the whole Kim Kardashian. I read the caption and find her name, Hope Winthrop. She must be the one Erika told me about. I go through her profile, she's got followers, I got followers too simply because I dance and my videos are all over my i********:. Hope is beautiful, I'm no match for her, she looks flawless, dashing.

A wave of jealous comes over me when I see a photo of her with Luke, they're at the beach, Luke is carrying her on his back. They must be dating, yes, Erika was right, Hope and Luke are dating and they look great together. Who am I?

I'm not from a poor background, I afford lavish lifestyle, my dad owns a construction company, my mom is a surgeon, head surgeon. I receive two allowances every month from both my parents, I have best clothes too and I have a car. But I'm no match for Hope, she's Kim K with an expensive lifestyle. I've never felt so insecure about myself as I am right now.

What is Luke playing at? He has a girlfriend yet he wants me to be his girlfriend too. No I'm not stupid, I won't let him take advantage of me, he won't play me, I won't let him, never. I switch my phone off and throw it at the edge of my bed, I feel angry all of a sudden, tears threatening to stream down my face, I close my eyes holding the tears back.

Strong, you're strong, baby, you don't need him.

After a while I breath out and open my eyes. I won't cry over a guy I just met. I'm better than that.

Better and stronger.

Yes I'm better and stronger than that, Luke isn't worth my tears.