I Don’t Want To Be A Wife!

Not Ready For A Relationship

“Do you want to go out someday?”

“No, I am sorry but I am not interested.” Lucas said and tried to walk away, from the man he flirted with the night before for hours, Niall.

“Why?” Niall asked, confused on why Lucas would refuse after the night they had, he thought they had a lot of chemistry and would probably work out as a couple; he liked Lucas’s vibe and wanted to spend more time with him, but it seemed like he was the only one feeling that way.

“I am not ready for a relationship, I have not yet accepted myself for a what I am and I don’t think I will be able to have a healthy relationship with you, I don’t want to drag you into the mess that is my current life.”

“Oh, I get it, don’t worry, thank you for explaining. And you can talk to me whenever you want, I can be your gay best friend/ consultant, I have been through it before and know how it feels, so don’t feel alone, you are not alone.” Niall assured him and gave him his number, before he walked away.

“Why am I regretting this now?” Lucas thought to himself as he scratched his head and wondered if he made the right choice, either way, he had to go.

On their way to Mifu’s house, Lennon found a way to start a conversation with Mifu, by asking her about the weather; it started as an awkward interaction but soon turned to a smooth one, thanks to Mifu and her way of talking and making the conversation flow.

And when they were a bit close to Mifu’s house, Lennon brought the subject about her pretending to sleep with him, for the media and to get people away from them, because, as he explained, they get harassed and assaulted by many people when they go out, be it his fans, most of them are his fans, or reporters who want to know more about him, and he thought that if he destroyed his career, he would be able to live normally, if nobody cared about him anymore, he would be able to live with Maya and Noah with no worries, about people knocking on their door, not their actual home, but the place Lennon is supposedly living at, which is a few hours away from their real home, where Noah and his babysitter are.

What he told her, what practically the truth, even after they moved to basically nowhere, people still found them and stalked them, and when he did go out to buy things, at least one person would approach him and try to take a picture or have a date with him.

And Maya’s solution for all of that, was that he should ruin his name forever, nobody likes a fallen miserable star, and to do the most horrendous thing, he needed Mifu, he needed to cheat on Maya. Let me explain it, how Maya explained it to him, Lennon will start doing suspicious things, such as going to clubs, doing illegal things, hanging out with girls and many more. And after that with a few months, he would reveal that he has a wife and a son, by ‘accident’, where he would come back home ‘drunk’ and Maya will come get him and they will talk while the live was on. After that, of course they will bet media coverage and it will be a whole thing and after it calms down, Lennon will be caught in a hotel with a girl, who happened to be a fan, who just wanted an autograph and ended up following Lennon to hotel, where he forced himself onto her.

Maya will then film herself, throwing herself and her son off a river and blaming it on Lennon, telling him that he will deeply regret everything he have done to her and their son. Lennon will start getting backlash and will be hated by everyone and to forget about everything, he would drown himself in alcohol and drugs, and will die eventually from a d**g overdose.

And cut, a nice movie right? Well, that’s what Lennon thought when Maya told him about it, he even told her that she should write a script, which she laughed off and told him that no one will watch such a depressing story about a typical celebrity who lost himself in the blinding lights of fame. They were already done with half of the script, people already know he has a wife and now he just needed Mifu to agree to be the victim in their story.

“I don’t mind being the victim but what would I get for it?” Mifu asked, as she stared at Lennon, who just stopped the car, in front of the house Mifu showed him.

“What do you want?” Lennon expected her to say something like a date or to spend some alone time with him, because as Maya stated, she liked him, which was still a bit odd to him, nobody had ever liked him before.

“You.” She responded, her face dangerously close to his.

“You can’t.” He moved away and looked out of the window, while Mifu sighed in frustration and asked him why.

“Because even if I become yours, I won’t be faithful to you, I love my wife.” Lennon responded, even though Maya wasn’t really his wife, he loved her dearly and wouldn’t dare to be with someone else while he has feelings for her, that’s just cruel to the other person and to himself. Until Maya accepts his feelings or he gets over them, he won’t be with anyone else.

“You never know, maybe your feeling will change after a few weeks with me.” Mifu said, pretty confident in her ability to make men fall for her, a lot did in a blink of an eye after all.

“I don’t think so, my feelings for her aren’t that shallow, to fall for another in a week or two.”

“But she doesn’t love you! She even told me to make you fall for me.” Mifu was out to destroy their relationship at this point; because what husband would like the news about his wife wanting him to cheat on her, this will at least cause a fight and a year in their relationship and she will slip through the c***k and engulf him in her arms.

“I know, but I won’t, you can try but you will just hav shout heart broken and I don’t want you to go through that.” Lennon said and Mifu couldn’t be any more disappointed and jealous, Maya has such a man beside and she wanted to get rid of him, such a dumb bimbo.

“Why?” Mifu asked, in hopes of him saying that he slightly liked her, as a person at least.

“Because you seem like a nice girl.” He said with a nice innocent smile and Mifu just teared up, cursing her luck for the hundredth time this past year.

Maya quickly dressed up in a pair of blue jeans and a simple shirt, with white sneakers, along with her white handbag, that had her phone, wallet, charger and car keys; she walked downstairs, trying to look for the others, to tell them she was leaving but while looking for them, she found a note on the fridge, that said they went out to the mall and that there was food in the microwave, her favorite, baked potatoes and smoked meat.

Hearing her stomach rumble, Maya decided to eat before leaving, so she heated the plate and sat down to eat, she ate in five minutes, almost choking five times, luckily she had an orange juice beside her and was able to survive and leave to see Mifu.

It took her an hour to reach Mifu’s house, after getting the location from a text, from Lennon, who didn’t bother asking her why she wanted to visit Mifu, because he knew she would tell him when they are both home. She knocked on the door and waited for someone to open the door, and to her surprise, it wasn’t Mifu but her brother, she only saw him in footages, provided by Nova and he is a bit different in real life, does she know him?

“Maya?” He asked, confusedly looking at her and wondering what she was doing at their door, was she stalking him? No, she wouldn’t, she made it clear after they hooked up, that she won’t be meeting him again because she wanted to stay with her husband, but if that’s the case, what was she doing here?

“Do you know me?” Maya was also confused and wondered if the old Maya knew Mifu’s brother, did she, by any chance, sleep with him? That would be horrible if it’s true.

“We slept together a long time ago, you don’t remember?” Yuhi was a bit disappointed that she didn’t remember, he knew s*x for her was like buying a new dress, he was warned by his friend about women like her, who went to bars as often as three times a week, each night leaving with a different, she was famous at that bar, for sleeping around, everyone knew her but that they didn’t stop them from approaching him, even if she was like a poisonous flower, pretty but dangerous to have.

He still liked her, like many men she slept with before, not for her personality, she was kind of boring but he liked her body and the way she carried herself, the night they slept together played in his mind for months after it happened, it was the best s*x he had in years, maybe because she was an expert but he was enchanted by her, from that day on and fantasized meeting her again and sleeping with her again, but he never expected to meet her again, at his little sister’s house.

But it didn’t matter, this will give him a chance to talk and have some moments with her, and maybe convince her to have a magical night with him again. Unfortunately for him, Maya wasn’t the same person, she wasn’t as thirsty for s*x as the old Maya was.

“No and you should forget about it, is Mifu here?” Maya asked, wanting to hurry herself in the ground and meet the old Maya, to sleep her a couple of times and burn her lower half, did that woman sleep with everyone?

Sometimes in grocery stores, she gets approached by different men and women who flirt with her and simply say that they hooked up with her before, even couples! What was wrong with that woman?!

“Yeah, she is in the living room, wait, why?” Yuhi said and was about to ask, if Maya knew his sister, when his said sister’s voice came from the living room came and interrupted their very interesting conversation.

“Are you opening the door or opening the gates to a palace, what’s taking so long?” Mifu was frustrated because she didn’t want to be left alone for more than necessary, it made her think about things and she didn’t want to think, she wanted her brain to be thrown in a room and for her to keep watching movies with her stalker brother.

“Someone called Maya is asking for you.” Yuhi said, as he let Maya inside, after not hearing a response from Mifu, thinking that she was waiting for them.

“Kick her out.” Mifu screamed suddenly, but Maya was already inside and Yuhi had closed the door.

“Mifu, that’s not nice.” Maya said, as she came face to face with Mifu, who stared at her and then rolled her eyes.

“Why did you let her in?” She told her stupid brother and then got up, to go to her room. “Leave.” She said, going to the stairs, to go cry her heart out, because Maya’s face, just reminded her of things and made her think.

“Wait! I want to talk to you.” Maya said, holding Mifu’s hand.

“I don’t want to talk to you.” Mifu forcibly removed Maya’s hand from hers and was leaving, until she heard Maya say that it was about Lennon.

It bothered her, hearing his name, but she wanted to know what Maya wanted to talk about, so she sighed and told her to follow her, and told Yuhi to not bother them and go get them snacks from a supermarket, he obliged and left, after fetching the keys, that Mifu didn’t know he had.

“Talk.” Mifu said, crossing her arms, while sitting on top of her bed, with Maya on her side, fidgeting and wondering how to start the conversation.

When she finally got it, she said: “I think I like Lennon, I am not sure what kind of like yet and I know you like him too, so I was wondering how you knew it was romantic feelings.”

“Rubbing salt on the wound I see. I like Lennon because he is nice, caring, sweet and hot and that’s far as it goes, we only shared one special moment together and that was the thing that made me sure I liked him. I also fantasized about dating him ever since I became his fan, so that also played a part in it, along with the fact that it seemed possible for us to be together, all of that together made me just want to be with him.” Mifu explained and it actually made her feel a bit better when she admitted it to Maya and most importantly, to herself, she was having difficulties in admitting that she truly liked Lennon.

She tried to convince herself that she didn’t like him and that she didn’t care, she didn’t have a broken heart but she did, it was fine to cry and think about it, drowning herself in movies won’t keep working forever but crying might be.

“What kind of moment did you share with him?”

“That’s what you are focusing on, ok.” Mifu said and then started about that night, the night she realized she fell for Lennon.

How the fashion show started was simple, they were shopping at the mall, buying clothes for Noah and Natasha and seeing what looks best on them. At one point, the two kids got sick of trying on clothes and told their parent to do it themselves and sat on the floor with a big pout.

Nick and Lennon apologized, but that didn’t make the kid’s pout disappear, so they promised to do anything the two wanted and while the two were thinking of an idea, Hui approached them and whispered in their ears, like the devil, with a big grin on his face.

The regret came afterwards when they were in the women’s section, picking outfits for the both of them, with Noah, Natasha and Hui running around and picking out all sorts of dresses, skirts, pants and shirts for them, while John was watching them with a drink in his hands, silently laughing at the two fathers having to stay standing while their kids told them to put the clothes on them.

“Papa, down.” Noah said and Lennon did as told, getting down to his son’s level, who put a hat on him and stared at him then shook his head and run away to get him another hat, Lennon guessed.

“Daddy, try this one on.” Natasha said, handing her father, skinny jeans and a red crop top, Nick couldn’t refuse with his daughter looking at him with sparkling eyes, so he took and went inside the changing room.

He came out two minutes later, looking extremely pretty in his daughter’s eyes, who handed him a pair of black heals heels and a necklace, he took it and wore it and spun around for her; she approved the outfit and whispered to him that he is going to win with this one, he didn’t know what she meant, he just nodded and asked her if they were done, she denied and went to look for a dress next.

They stayed in the store, until closing time, buying almost everything they had, then they rushed to a nearby makeup shop that was able to close and only Hui got in, claiming that he was the expert and he will bring the right things, he ended up bringing half of the store, he high-fived the kids, he told them they were going to have a fun night and held their hands, after throwing the bags at their butlers, Nick, Lennon and John.

Back to the present, the models were getting ready for round two, putting on their clothes with the help of Noah and Natasha, who picked out the clothes but gave the contestants the choice of choosing the outfit they liked the most.